Monday, April 24, 2006
his banner over me;
the sky at this moment is as dark as the skies in the night. so dark it
scares me so.
"Why do you say, O Jacob,
and complain, O Israel,
"My way is hidden from the LORD;
my cause is disregarded by my God"?
Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth..."Isaiah 40;26-31
my favourite verse for all time. ;) i want to hold Your hand because i know You're the only one that will never let me go.
one ray of sunlight; x
6:03:00 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
the strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
stop me and steal my breath
emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
never revealing their depth
tell me that we belong together
dress it up with the trappings of love
i'll be captivated
i'll hang from your lips
instead of the gallows of heartache
that hang from above
i'll be your crying shoulder
i'll be love suicide
i'll be better when I'm older
i'll be the greatest fan of your life
rain falls angry on the tin roof
as we lie awake in my bed
you're my survival, you're my living proof
my love is alive not dead
tell me that we belong together
dress it up with the trappings of love
i'll be captivated
i'll hang from your lips
instead of the gallows of heartache
that hang from above
i've been dropped out, burned up,
i've fought my way back from the dead
tuned in, turned on,
remembered the things that you said.
i'll be the greatest fan of your life.i dont want to spoil such a sweet song but no not electric fan ;p
hearing 'i'll be' today rekindled my love for this song :)
SO SWEET SO SWEET. okay leaving my comments to myself.
anyway bleah im gonna go back to HN after about two months its about time i started my mundane working life. it's esp bad there because i kinda feel i have to brace myself for work everyday but tis okay! i shall go shopping soon and buy nice clothes to wear to work so i'll no be so sad :( given a choice i'd rather not work but for hong kong i shall!
too strong for too long. whats up with all that these days!? i dont know but im happy. hmm happier yet a lil sad at the same time. did i make the wrong choice? i really dont know but You hold it all in your hand. whatever it is i DETEST making choices. sucks big time told ezra i wanna hire someone to make choices for me.
"So Jesus said, "When you have lifted up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am the one I claim to be and that I do nothing on my own but speak just what the Father has taught me. 29The one who sent me is with me; he has not left me alone, for I always do what pleases him."(jn 8:28-29)
yes father, i do nothing on my own i pray that i will always seek to give you glory and in all my ways please you.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:46:00 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
how could i live without You
how would i survive
without Your love, without Your touch
You're the one that heals me
cleanses my heart and sets me free
now i come right before You
with my hands lifted up
and my heart humbly bowed
at Your work on the cross
as You hung there and died
You were paying the price
for my life.for your love is higher
than the heavens
deeper than the seas
and all i want is You in my life
no one else can ever take Your place
make me feel this way
only You lord
only You.
this song says everything. yupp thats what i feel towards my god and king but feelings are one thing. i feel, i feel toooo much gotta get down to the doing part.
im a very happy girl today because i managed to get things done despite the futile trips here and there and i met up with one of my favourite bunch of ppl from secondary school! half of 7788. will upload pics later on. im super tired. winn told me she saw a rainbow behind the moon today. i tell you winsie gohsie, it was definitely God. :)
one ray of sunlight; x
1:48:00 AM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
sweet annointing wash me over;
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
this quiz is true to a certain extent wahh im a lil bored so im doing stupid things online. anyway cell on sat was good at my house so shiok dont have to take long long bus ride home. we talked about taking up the cross and following jesus as well as making the adjustments. i know i need to make the adjustments and i
think i know what are the adjustments but why does one part of me always want to stray from the plans that god has for me? adjustments are so important i feel because adjustments take you to a higher level with god its like breaking thru that ceiling wah there's so much instored in the kingdom of god! god i pray i will never ever be satisfied with where i am, take me to places You want me to go. i need to find a job soon(finally the desire) so i'll not be too laid back and be too lazy! i need some sort of system in my life now its too
free and easy.
ive got destiny and purpose, ive got everything i need.
christianity is not about us having jesus so yay life will be lalala but its that on-going relationship with our God and King, one led with purpose and meaning. i think people who are in constant search of that purpose of life are so much more desirable then people who just live life the way it is without any questions without any desire to want to find out "why am i here on this earth?" thats why i thank god for daddy who was in constant search thats why he found jesus and tada we all became christians. :)
"but thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumphal procession in Christ and through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of him. For we are to God the aroma of Christ among those who are being saved and those who are perishing"
2 Conrint 2:14-15
A Friday Affair;
15th April
EasT Coast Park.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:56:00 AM
