Sunday, August 31, 2003
:shecries:c21:
ive been trying to believe
ive been trying but it's over
she's been hoping for
that you will find your love again
im flying paperplanes
with all the letters she writes
why don't you realize now
that everytime you break it
she cries
haven't been around to see her
all night
haven't been around to hold her
i try but she cries
haven't been around to tell her
that i try the best that i can
words dont change the way i feel
dont deny it to be better
shes been close to me
and i dont wanna lose a friend
ive been looking for a way
to say im sorry
she's been waiting for you
but everytime your gone.
you dont wanna make it stop
i think i have seen enough
things have just been way to rough
tired of the same old bluff
i dont wanna make you cry
i just wanna say goodbye
i dont need your seek and hide
living on the same old lie
one ray of sunlight; x
11:32:00 PM
heyy.todayy was kinda slackified.so have these few dayys.sighh what da hell am i doin? hrmm.im not muggin as hard as im supposed to can. haii. well woke up rather early today for church so early seven ten can !? den got to church early andy pulled me to sit dere and ask ppl to sign cox it was our church dedication service so rather grand. hrmm den lalaed ard and ate some stuff den stayed back for andy's weddin item.we stayed back to long den parctice like fifteen min.wth. after that went with samsie birdsie ezra and jeremy to play pool. buti din play larr. sat down and stoned. hrmm.shit dey got that di yi ci song stuck in myhead. gosh. went home den slept wanted to wake up at 5 i woke up at 6 30.huw to study?*arghh den wenta china town!! ahha. the food dere's like heavenly.yumyum den it was by the roadside den they had some celebration thingy i think our president was supposed to arrive to switch on the lighhts for the lanterns. so many ppl on the road! falt so village girl.lol.okayy wadever georgie.and now im stuck here.unwillin to look at geog ss and wad have you.:(
one ray of sunlight; x
11:24:00 PM
Friday, August 29, 2003
yawnx.
so tired i want to sleep woke up at ten todayy so early can. hrmm. den woke up did maths den wenta meet jess at town to study at da library met shi jue and her frens dere so we studied together. den ard 2 jean dearie came. ahhax. we studied okayy larr. at leat managed to complete some stuff sat dere for 5 hours so i guess i did accomplish some stuff larr. yeap. hrmm. after that jess dear left so it was down to me and jean. hee we studied awhile more den wenta some sumsung thingy to see see hee so funny.den walked ard in search of baskets stuff. hrmm. sighh dont talk abt our neo print. huw disappointin can so sad it turned out this way nvm we'll take again. :D
anyhow.so shitty i keep wantin to shit.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:19:00 PM
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Which [Charlie's Angels] characters are you?
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12:31:00 AM
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."
What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla
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9:13:00 PM
Friday, August 22, 2003
this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all in the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashambed to be the person that i am today
these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before
one ray of sunlight; x
11:38:00 PM
*sniff sniff*
sighh been sneezin and blowin for the whole dayy. sighh so sians. studyin sucks can. :(
din go to sch yestie cox i had a "major" throat infection. hahx. hrrm. im so sad. i got zero upon five for eng can? den she write all over the place like crazy woman. i hate her i hate her i hate her. im still lost in the fact that i got zero lorr. i reallie duno what to do you tell me compre how to alter???? arghhh. im gonna fail.so gonna fail.:(
one ray of sunlight; x
11:34:00 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2003
i can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
all our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
something your eyes never told me
but it's only now too plain to see
brilliant disguise when you hold me
and I'm free
ive been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
but how could I have known
it was time and not space you would need
darling tonight I could hold you and you would know
but would you believe
there's a light in your eyes that I used to see
there's a place in your heart where I used to be
was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
dere's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light burning for me
cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
constant reminder of all the things you get used to
is there a chance in hell or heaven
that there's still something here to build on
or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
but after all
there's a light in your eyes that I used to see
and a song in the words that you spoke to me
was I wrong to believe in your melody
dere's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light burning for me
should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
fading away
it's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
i tried to call your old number
but the voice that I heard on the phone
i recognized but she told me the number was wrong
dere's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
and a pain in my heart where you used to be
guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
dere's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light burning for me.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:37:00 AM
Monday, August 18, 2003
loading pics fer dummy!
1.scan pics(DUH)
2.save pics to com
3.upload to angelfire
4.enter command with the link attached[eg.(img...="link")]
5.to resize use photo editor[eg.(img...="link" width="?" height="?")]
6.post n publish!
7.OH YEAH!*applause*
hahax. yes yes feel so useless got scanner but duno how tp upload picts. hee thanks babe. hrm sum neoprints we took on fri larr so decided to ask jean's dear to help. :D
every new dayy
ure glory unfolds
filling my eyes
with ure treasures untold
e beauty of holiness
brings worship anew
my greatest love is you.
draw me deeper
into ure grace
a river that flows from the holy place
watch over me
cleasing me thru
my greatest love is you.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:29:00 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2003
i feel like a song without the words
a man without a soul
a bird without its wings
a heart without a home
i feel like a knight without a sword
the sky without the sun
cos you are the one
i feel like a ship beneath the waves
a child that lost its way
a door without a key
a face without a name
i feel like a breath without the air
and every day's the same
since you've gone away
i gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
you used to be the one that put a smile on my face
there are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on boy
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home
They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again
'till you come to me
one ray of sunlight; x
6:41:00 PM
well im takin a break from studyin kept wanting to sleep can. sighhh. yawn/ wenta church todayy. everybody says im cheena cox ive a1 for chinese and keith that nehneh said im an ah lian some more! ahh! i screamed like crazy ok. hurr. silly ppl. anyhow yesterday was great! so happy ok0ok.:)
went to town after tuition to meet jess den we studied a lil while den damien came cox he had nothing to do before the concert den after awhile mindy came den after awhile amos came to "pass mindy her notes"-yea righht. lol. anyhow. we sat for awhile and den decided to leave for the stadium so me jess and min took a cab dere and quickly chope seats haha so auntie you know. hrmm. den rach and jean came den tada! e concert began. we jumped like crazy and sang like crazy. sighh ive fallen even deeper in love i tell you. :)
anyhow. jess prayed to receive christ! me and mindy went down to accompany her. yay so happy. den we went righht in front of the stage and jumped like crazy!! ahha could smell everyone's BO.disgustin. but so fun. ahhax. thereafter we went mags to eat our dinner at ten o clock. yes dinner at ten. so erm ok. so many ppl dere. ohh i saw justin! its been so long since i last saw him haha he looks so diff raedy. mum gave him a lift home. yep that sums up yesterdayy. :)
omg the chinese guitarist is so hot!! *screams. the drummer not cute raedy. heehee.
one ray of sunlight; x
6:37:00 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2003
*burp*
dinner was scary.we had
12 crabs for dinner yes
12all coooked by my aunt yum yum but so much. hee. it was good we had muthu curry as well as a farewell for my grand aunt. anyhow. woke up feelin stoned as usual if not for esther's absence and jess appearance next to me i think i would have hibernated down at that fan fan sit. sighh. still with her i kept noddin off at a maths with my eyes weighin probably bout a hundred tonnes uhhuh. bad. eye bags. sighh. den rushed home and slept on 851 that was the bestest sleep ever.*slurps. anyhow rushed home den watched loving you and went out to meet mel and win. felt as though the outin was redundnt ahhah. cox i hadta leave after takin all the neoprints when jess mindy and sue came. we all wore white! lol. so funny can. hrmm. like uniform like that. sighh cant wait for tmrw hillsongs!/ hahax. i dint mug a shit todayy ok. how how how!!! gonna fail raedy. aiyo.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:20:00 AM
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
.i.am.traumatized.(wrong spellin?)
sighh.todayy was horrible so many events that can just kill you. got back chinese todayy a1 im soo happy thought it was sweet of mel to scream with me when i first told her my results haha. :) anyhow.so sad for some ppl saw some ppl cryin. nvm okay? you can do it, im sure. hrm.den couple of things happen to dearie jean. ohh she had a 1 too.hee.smart girl sighh
den had eng orals.you knuw what i reallie duno what's wrong with my examiners theyy were laughin like crazy ppl as i spoke reallie worried. oh yes ive begun to have this urge to describe people in as much detail as i can.*sigh. hrm.den wenta town to eat chicken rice with winn yum yum so good. oh and saw zhi wei and kieth dere. huge ppl huge ppl. sighh im happy but how come i dont feel the joy? wassup man. but mum's super happy abt it haha i lied to her i had c5 she was like so sad den i surprised her! lol. hrmm. good tactix righht? made her more happy. hrmm she asked me wad reward i want? i said 100 bucks cheapo mummy sayy hundred bucks no meanin sighhhh MUM! kayy mug mug mug. seeya ppl!
one ray of sunlight; x
9:12:00 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2003
I live beneath the heart
I watch you from the dark
I'm every breath I'm every dream
I've known you forever
I've followed you everywhere
I'm every scar I'm who you are
when you think you're alone
when you cry cos someone's unfair
you can rest assured I'm always there
even when you feel like you don't belong
even when you fall and it all goes wrong
you know that I'm with you
that I'm with you all the time
say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apart
know that I'm with you
know that I'm with you
with you all the time
I'm walking round the room
I'm laughing when you smile
and when you cry I cry too
I made you a promise
that I shall forever be
you're on your own but not alone
when you're down and you're rife
and the world tells you no-one cares
you can rest assured im always there.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:08:00 PM
Saturday, August 09, 2003
hey! just came back.yawn todayy was so eventful. im so so so tired.hrmm. woke up early after a horrible nightmare of an negro and something else. i woke up cryin. uhhuh tt was how bad it was. sobx. den lalad ard and den left for tuition.after tuition i found out i was stranded cox they were still having practice so i called jess to lament like crazy hahax. and so sos weet of her she actually came down to suntec to meet me! we had fun even though it was just awhile. both of us the red lobsters alomost wenta the gents! hee. so funny. anyhow i left for them and jess left for ahem. anyhow. we wenta eat steamboat! me,ezra,birdsie,samsie,gerald,rae,cedric,stef,shaoxiong and andy. yep. hee. fun fun. ohh i watched only a lil of the fireworks. so sad. but it was so romantic. sighhh*daydreams. anyhow den we wenta the van and stayed dere for one over hour while andy drove ard! boy, were we crazy in the van! haha esp samsie made me laugh lyke crazy.hahax. den wenta queensway to play pool as usual i sucked so..sighhhh.anyway its birdsie's burfday! happy birthday! :D
today brought back alot of memories that no matter how hard i tried to forget, it just wont.:)but not that its still dere its just reminicin i guess. nevertheless im joyful todayy.
ohh god, help me forget the ghost stories thay were telling. pls pls pls. *SOBX*
one ray of sunlight; x
11:56:00 PM
Friday, August 08, 2003
*screams* im like a cooked lobster now.oh no. sighh damn painful.well went sentosa todayy! hee with jean jess mel and win yay. it was successful! we got all red and a lil tan i suppose had lotsof fun todayy. sighh its been so long and good release from all e studyin. yawn im so tired. ehh huw to go out tmrw arh? sighh so red and all.. hee. hopefully will be able to see da fireworks tmrw. yawn. yawn. yawn.
:)
one ray of sunlight; x
10:16:00 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2003
georgie loves jean like crazy!
aww georgie. that's just so sweet.*so touched.sobx sobx. :D
one ray of sunlight; x
10:51:00 PM
*yawn*
sigh.sad,tired,torn.and lonely.
not cuz of anyone just a feeling.maybe auntie's comin that's why.yar should be lar.
..........*.........*...........*..........*.........*..*
ninety miles outside Chicago
can’t stop driving I don’t know why
so many questions, I need an answer
two years later your still on my mine
whatever happened to Amelia Airheart?
who hold the stars up in the sky?
is true love just once in a lifetime?
did the captain of Titanic cry?
oh, someday we’ll know
if love can move mountains
someday we’ll know
why the sky is blue
someday we’ll know
why I wasn’t meant for you...
does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
what the wind says when she cries?
i’m speeding by the place that I met you
for the ninety-seventh time...tonight
someday we’ll know
why Sampson loved Dalilah?
one day I'll go
dancing on the moon
someday you’ll know
that I was the one for you....
open up the world
i bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
watched the stars crash in the sea
if I can ask God just one question
why aren’t you here with me tonight?
one ray of sunlight; x
2:36:00 PM
Friday, August 01, 2003
hrm.was constantly falling asleep today in sch. yawn so am i now.:(
anyhow wenta town with win to lunchie first den went home and went town again to meet rein! gawd i miss her like crazy.:)
she looks good i tell you. that chio bu. sighh wenta find win and paul at library but i got lost uhhuh. but at least i made it okayy. hee.me and her took TWO neoprints today. very nice. yawn i scan tmrw okay? sighh. i think certain ppl are just too mean and are just too freakin cynical abt all this.i duno lar. its not a hot topic for ppl to bitch abt you know. hows that poor girl gonna come to sch? i knuw she doesnt deserve it but ppl who arent fit to talk abt her should just shut their fucking mouths and stop adding vinegar and other freakin spices yuh. cant wait to tell you abt ureself too okay.nah not you mel.in case you were wonderin. *hee. but ure blog's a lil too much lol. kayy larr.*phew. get back to bed.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:58:00 PM
