Friday, March 28, 2003
hey bloggy.
todayy was quite okayy larr wenta church to jam..but damn tired haii.stupid mama all becuase of SARs dont let me take public transport dont let me go out..huw paranoid can you get mumzie.? sighsie.but oh well im kinda scared too..things are getting so crazy these dayys. everybody is paranoid haha so am i..sighh whenever i sneeze im scared ..haha loser.hee.
i guess the whole week of extra holidayy will be wasted cant even go out..sighsie..at first was damn happy okayy so many people called me and screamed like some nehneh den in e end.? cannot go out. haii.wadever...feeling dman cranky now cant study okayy duno what's wrong mann. haii.
:youdontknoewhatyoumean.to.me:
one ray of sunlight; x
10:29:00 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2003
yo.
today was kinda boring kinda afraid nuw duno why. so many things and i havent studied..sighh..
anyway.yesterdayy was kinda fun larr went out with win and angie took a lil neoprint..den me and angie bought some stuff quite satisfying hee...yea..
yay no sch tmrw but hafta paint the classroom and do cip.i feel like a maid tmrw man.
sighh.kayy i guess that's it. nitey.
::out of reach,so far,i never had ure heart
out of reach.cldnt see,we were never meant to be::
one ray of sunlight; x
10:56:00 PM
I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
I'm afraid that
You will leave
As my secrets
Have been revealed
In my dreams
You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
I cannot hold back
The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more
one ray of sunlight; x
1:39:00 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2003
..his name's jeremy! lol.
*daydreams* :)
one ray of sunlight; x
10:54:00 PM
just finished tuition. hmmm todayy was great went out with chio bu meisie fengting :)
wenta eat at this everything 1.50 jap food restaurant hee so funny okayy we were like so suaku den wenta take a cutesie lil neoprint..lalala..den walk walk walk..sigh..hee oh yarr we bought something todayy meisie bought some accesories and i bought a top..;) yay. happy. den had tuition..my tutor cum cousin is so cutesie..sighsie. hope she finds her life partner soon..lol. ;)
kayy stupid blogg. yester yestrerday i wrote alot of stuff k and bloggers broke down neinei. anyway it was about a reallie hot guy i saw at the courts sighh that alvin-xiaoming-matthew-mark person sighh. so hot.. okayy okayy hee. gtg nuw. seeya.
sometimes words dont say it all, darling.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:30:00 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2003
im tired.so tired.
and i just heard that im having four hours of tuition next week *faints*
yep.tmrw is the horror dayy.sure hope i'll just get through this week. yay thurs is coming!
cutting my hair botak! lol no larr..think im so daring huh..
yea anyway..im so bored i dont even feel like studying.*die*
anyhow. adios.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:59:00 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2003
heyy. just finished dinner..yep.
wenta church todayy den went ps for a lil while for pasta mania. sighh stupid place made me wait so long..
den wenta heerens took a cutesie lil neoprint haha. yea.
den after that went home lorr boring..
haha oh yarr did i tell you i learnt guitar yesterdayy so fun..hee cant wait to get one.yepyep
laterss blogg!
whenever i miss
miss you so much
it's more than i can take
i wont cry
i'll just close my eyes
and know you'll be dere.
one ray of sunlight; x
7:41:00 PM
Thursday, March 06, 2003
don wanna care don wanna know a shit okayy...
why cant you just leave me alone...
heyy.*tired* trg was kinda okayy larr but todayy was a damn tiring dayy.yep yay tmrw is fridayy! one more day ppl;)
omg i reallie cant believe she did that how could she! hurrr.shit ass man. wutever.sighh when am i ever gonna.....
yep fill in e blanks lol. tadata.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:26:00 PM
Wednesday, March 05, 2003
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many thing were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
And I'd do anything for you
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you
one ray of sunlight; x
10:20:00 PM
Tuesday, March 04, 2003
save me, will you...
one ray of sunlight; x
9:56:00 PM
Sunday, March 02, 2003
heyy studied quite alot todayy hope i'll remember wad i studied though..
hee. gtg nuw.cya! muacks.
[im who i am on e inside.if you love me.you 'll love me for who i am]
one ray of sunlight; x
10:09:00 PM
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where i've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become
now that i know what i'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become
bring me to life
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time i can't believe i couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
one ray of sunlight; x
4:11:00 PM
i think i finally know what i wan or should i sayy wad i don want..
yep.definately don wan someone like that anymore.
just came back from FOP was great! yea..cld just feel his presence..
yep oh yarr b4 that had tuition den went to meet jeanie baby.chio bu.we went ta walk ard shop shop..
took the glamour shot picture thingy. damn farnie. she thinks the photos look horrible..but i think it looks fine..
aiya wadever larr... hee had fun todayy. den birdsie denis came to pick me up den tada we went stadium together..;)
yea. gosh denis damn talkative sia.talk and talk act chim in front of my dad some more..lol. farnie larr he.
met someone disgusting todayy.but not bad larr at least i knuw he's not worth it. ;)
kayy gtg nuw blog. i love you jesus. im not ashamed of you.
you turned my mourning into
dancing again you lifted my sorrows
i h
ave.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:32:00 AM
