Saturday, July 31, 2004
just finished studying for abt two hours,tying up the loose ends of the week.i tell you i think its the first time im sitting down to study this week,everybody praise god please.haha whoops.alrighht day was not too bad.slack as usual.sa has so many events that just makes the whole school year so slack.yesterday was service learning day.woweee.like many,i was rather apprehensive about the home due to the little numbers.we started cleaning the windows and climbing ladder and all.blah.my dialect seems to have deprove since i was in primary school.a sad thingy really,because communication with them seems to be "hampered".it was a fruitful day indeed,managed to tie myself to a 93-year old ah ma.love her to bits.sighh so many times in my brief conversations with her,esther and some others,i wanted to break down in sympathy.she's just sucha lovely woman,so precious in his sighht,yet does she know?does she even know god?will she be saved at the end of the day?so many questions.*groan she knows how to speak english!and she kept giving goodbye kisses and "i love you"s,argh how could someone abandoned her?she keeps wanting to go to hougang where her daughter is and yet she blames it on the fact that she has no money.aw. will visit if i have the time really.she's so sweet.prayed for her silently before we left yeah.
after that we left for fish and co.yummmy,so glad quite a number of our class people went.yeahhs.
today was good as well.went out with pingyue and hwee after school,its been a long time since i went out with em.good bitching session.,woohoo.was kinda depressed after playing tennis today haha.i dont know why maybe it was the balls,that irritating faggot and my lousy skills.dont know *shrug.yuck dont wanna be depressed and i know i can get out of it.yayy
alrighht new water tmrw.yewl.sucks sucks sucks.
swweeet dreams*mwah
one ray of sunlight; x
12:28:00 AM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
am using the com for the very first time in my neeeewwww housee!!smells ....new.haha.erm okay.duh.anywaee moving in permanently raedy.yeah yeah really tired now so i shall just rattle on about my weeek.(:
monday
monday was mad.ended school at two plus but stayed to do pw.not bad rather productive,that person was seriously not irritating that day.haha.sorry larh if im mean but ggggrrrrrrrr my classmates understand.anywaeee.after that was major tennis madness we played straighht three to four hours larh.i almost died after that wonderful rally with jojojojojojo mojojojo.=]
somehow everybody's seem to be training up for siantbledon,me and seng yew partnering gosh against KING xiaoqiang someone just tell me its over please.ahha.alrighht went to the airport to pick dad up from aust yayy he's back den went home to type like mad for the survey,again i almost died.i wish i wasnt the group leader man.sucks.went to school
next day(tuesday)
dead wondering how i was gonna pull thru indeed i konked out during maths with a terrible headache and escaped school wtih a green slip at one.slept for 4 hours after that.woweee.what a tiring weeek.but it was fun though had lotsof fun at school like finally.school's beginning to sound a little more like school.*sighh
todayy!!!
wednesday!! as usual's the best day of the week cox it ends at two plus and starts at 8.yayynesss.played for interhouse soccer today!even though i suck but the rest of my team members were superb larh.birdy was our very own superb goalie,no worries girl bout the last three goals.anywaeee.we got second and lo and behold got trophy somemore.woweee.=]proud of loyfatt 1.yayy
one thing ive learn this week or maybe a refreshment of my memory,how ure day's gonna be is how you actually start it,especially starting it righht with god.isssss veryyyy important.alrighht am half asleep raedy.tmrw no school!cox of service learning.major yaynesss.
outt.
broken this fragile thing now
and i can't, i can't pick up the pieces
and ive thrown my words all around
but i can't, i can't give you a reason
i feel so broken up
and i give up
i just want to tell you so you know.
here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only, my only one
made my mistakes, let you down
and i can't, i can't hold on for too long
ran my whole life in the ground
and i can't, i can't get up when you're gone
and something's breaking up
i feel like giving up
i won't walk out until you know.
here i go so dishonestly
leave a note for you my only one
and i know you can see right through me
so let me go and you will find someone.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:45:00 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
just came back from town.met up with winn sk lynn charmaine sticky jo and beh!!who just came back from canada.woweee she's hot.=]
it was not too bad considerering the fact i seldom go out with them (: wanted to see beh though so i went.sk treated us to dome it was nice the terriyaki pizza was slurpified.haha.but we didnt eat much cox it was ex.thanks steph you rawk!
alrighht.haven been to town for i dont know how long,just sick of it.so going to town was just so-so took a neoprint it was : and i guess taking neoprints are lowly for some ppl.haha.youu know what i mean.good time catching up and hearing how so many ppl in their clique is attached wow so fast how come i dont hear abt such things in sa?heard some shocking news today from sk,yes i was sad but so what?it doesnt matter anywae,i just wish i'd stop myself from thinking too much.haha.its stupid actually considering the fact i dont even like like him alot.oh well.day was good,spent the nighht at the new house so i woke up on a new bed in a new room.love staying alone at home,kinda misssed it after the long period in grandma's where its crowded always.just need to get a tiny sofa for the room and some nice frames,another rug and my larva lamp and tada my room's done.love sitting on the swing in my sis's room,its so ncie swinging and swinging.haha.i think ive become more of a loner recently,seriously,its like i love to be by myself and i think im becoming more of an introvert i dont know why.im glad i dont feel lonely=]
i miss reina and da bao bet dey've long forgotten abt me raedy.how sad.
btw theweek was major hectic,i felt like dying by the time friday came.went tbp with nic and marcus,my cousins have grown up and are starting to treat their jie jie!love em lots good time talking on BGR.=]
pw sucks big time alrighht?and my group had to be chosen to check our files how
nice.
you just bring me downn
so im counting the
tears till i get over youuu.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:49:00 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
hmm school's not as bad as i deemed it to be this week.(: maybe its because last week was screwed up.anywae.just finished tennis with da mei bird and pts.not too bad.quite fun actually sigh me and winn lost 7-5 sorry dear.haha.youu know who's fault it was.haven been doing much homework lately,its just too tiring,by the time you come home ure like zzz.or maybe dey're just excuses.hate school still sigh.i wanna just slack at home.
haven been eating much lately!wowee.looks like the glutton in me is slowly disappearing.somehow my love for laksa doesnt seem to be dere anymore.but i still love my ban ban.=]
alrighht.cousin just told me something.sigh he's sucha flirt?haha.whatever but all i can see in his sec 3 life just seems to be a reflection of mine.hope it doesnt turn like mine though sucks man.he doesnt know what i know now.lalaladeeeeda.heard tmrw's the inter-house soccer thingy.oh no!im taking part in it.shoooots.i hope i can kick!=]
i'll just close my eyes
and let this pass me by.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:50:00 PM
Sunday, July 18, 2004
alright day today.
slept till 12 today.like finally.didnt go for trg today partly cox of the misconception and my hunger for sleep.good to sleep.did one of my longest qt in ages today.wow.refreshing.=]
nothing much to say larh actually.today is one of those days where the day is just like that.nothing to be super happy abt or nothing to be sad abt.yeap.okay better not type.its wierd today.har =]
one ray of sunlight; x
12:33:00 AM
Friday, July 16, 2004
wow.what a day today.
nothing could express in words what i went thru in just a short span of two hours nevertheless,he got me through,and im glad i went for prayer meeting.it isnt just prayer meeting its so much more than that.
take my photo off the wall
if it just wont sing for you.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:42:00 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2004
i have to find you
tell you i need you
tell you i set you apart.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:56:00 AM
you're better off that way.
*sniff sniff.
aint in school today as well.still down with the damn flu and major sore throat.gotta stop talking cox it hurts everytime i talk or swallow.sucksman.shouldnt have gone to school yesterday,i think it made it worse.was even playing soccer with them in the scorching sun.but nevertheless it was fun funfun!even though i felt like shit.it was a major screaming session.har har,=] sigh missing school on thurs again,mr koh's gonna think i
purposely ponn his chem tutorials.ha.even though last thurs was on purpose but..ha.wanted to wear my sari today for racial harmony but turns out im too ill to go to school.sighh staying at home sucks esp when your darn irritating sister screams and shouts all over.for this time,she's not my bao bei.i really feel like throwing her off the whole building.watch me.help.gotta give tuition somemore.for that hundred bucks?aint worth it i tell you.a month twice a week one and a half hours,including a tutee that gives a youu a freaking blur look everytime you ask him something,god you gotta grant me an extra helping of patience here man,things aint looking good.im sick of everything.just get lost will you.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:38:00 AM
Monday, July 12, 2004
guess what?georgina tay jing ting spent only THREE dollars in school today.*applause please everybody*
its been a long time since i saved so much money today.yayy.couldnt believe my eyes when i checked my wallet just now.=] day was bad.down with a lethal flu.yes lethal because it took my appetite far away today.ate laksa at school which is my love.but somehow it taste wierd.sighh.ate a waffel for lunch.and rushed home to nap.i hate flus.it just makes you weak,irritable and yarh tastebudless.and i have cheena a's orals tmrw.an appropriate time for this damn flu man.and nuw i think i have to make up a speech to tell the examiners to excuse me cox im having a sore throat.and how do you do that?haven really spoken or practice chinese in eons.sighh.a levels somemore.=[
thanks arh,and jean the cheena queen no longer exists,and you're truly brillaint my girl,c for chem is just what i'll never get in this entire jc career.cheers for you dearie.
found another candyy today.*grin me and my eyes have got to have more control.=]
im skippping school tmrw with an MC yayy.den i'll go back in the afternoon for orals.
on a better note,todayy was kinda productive,why?cox i listened in maths tut.really made alot of differencelike a light bulb that just lighted up in ure brain.yayy.alrighht.sleeeeeeeeep.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:05:00 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
like the diamond in your ring
cut to mirror your intentions
oversized and overwhelmed
the shine of which has caught my eye
and rendered me so isolated, so motivated.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:20:00 PM
listening compre today.yewl.one or two question wrong raedy.oh well.hung out with the part-time today.missed her even though we are in the same school.good time laughing and talking.*smucks.even though trg was cancelled,jo and all were still playing so winn and i went back.it was hilarious,we were on the way into school den we saw that irritatin chan walking towards the tennis courts so we retreated back to the bus stop.har har.=]we took a long while before we went back in with the consolation that official training was cancelled,thank god he didnt play with us or i would have died in front of him and his smile.played like crap but at least i saw what i wanted to see.(: got back accompnied baobei to her yamaha lessons.sighh was bad.its like all the ppl inside accompanying the lilkids were parents larh.feel so old.yewl yewl yewl.but her skills sucks.quite fun actually.den rushed down to church.cell was as usual.was reminded of alot of things today.yeah i found where i belong,actually i already knew of it but its just soo far away sometimes that you cant see it.yeah.am glad.thats why i love the lyrics of the song 'the beautiful letdown'.am home now.hungry.dont know why ive been eating quite little these days.which is a good sign.im getting fatter.uhhuh.alrighhht.going off talking to bro later.its been a long time!
out.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:22:00 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2004
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ahem ahem,three parts beauty. :x
one ray of sunlight; x
3:46:00 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
college day was :|
was pathetic.waited close to an hour for the haunted house.youu know how scared am i of such things,harhar it wasnt even scary but we screamed anywae me and bird.haha,screaming is very very fun.i wanna scream scream scream i wanna shout shout shout i wanna scream i wanna shout praise my lord.=]ahem cuse me.
okay.today was a not-too-good day,met em for breakfast before school.my biggest breakfast ever.ate a buddy meal with yuhui.had tummy ache the whole day cox of that,yewl.college day sucks spent the whole time waiting and waiting so we left early a lil earlier to town to watch mean girls.sighh an hour of wasted trips from doughby to lido twice.its not funny okay,walking all over with a dumb tummy ache.finally found slots and me bird gerri yuhui and anthony settled for the show.and thankfully,it made my day.sorta a day where i need some bimbotic and girly show to lighten things up a little eh.apt show.bimbotic,girlie,nice,pretty lindsay lohan and handsome jonathan bennet.yummy.sighh aint nice to look at something you'll never get to have or never get to own it eh.sucks actually.i want it so muchh,yeah so much.oh well,i'll just have to live with that.another thing im so irritated by;why do some people spend their whole lives commenting on other people?why do they only live with gossips?why do they love to comment EVERYTHING about people?its so freaking irritating.get a life larh,its not that i dont gossip,its not that i dont comment its just that i dont do it ALL THE TIME.ive been trying to curb it myself raedy.sighhh.ugly world.yucks.so irritating.everytime i feel like this lord,i wanna commit it to youu.pray for those ppl yeahh.aint easy but i know thats what he wans me to do.*huge sigh*
another thing,so many irritatin things have been happening,why?i dread going for tennis trgs.why must we have a change of coach?and get him as our coach?yewl.hate it.his lizardified smile his run his way of talking.all sucks,ALL SUCKS
?looks like i wanna still hang on to touch.if i can of course heh.=]
feels good to let of some things,yeah.lalaladeeda.irritated's the word.
maybe molly's coming thats why.
nevertheless when i saw him,i was much much better.hey,he does not look tooo good here so dont think i have a bad taste alrighht.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:03:00 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
it was a beautiful let down
when i crashed and burned
when i found myself alone unknown and hurt
it was a beautiful let down
the day i knew
that all the riches this world had to offer me
would never do
in a world full of bitter pain and bitter doubt
i was trying so hard to fit in, fit in,
until i found out
i don't belong here
i don't belong here
I will carry a cross and a song where I don't belong
but i don't belong
it was a beautiful let down
when you found me here
yeah for once in a blue moon i see everything clear
i'll be a beautiful let down
that's what i'll forever be
and though it may cost my soul
i'll sing for free
we're still chasin our tails and the rising sun
in our dark water planet
still spins in a race
where no one wins and no one's one
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
i'm gonna set sight and set sail for the kingdom come
Your kingdom come
won't you let me down yeah
let my foolish proud
forever let me down
easy living, not much like your name
easy dying, you look just about the same
won't you please take me off your list
easy living please come on and let me down
we are a beautiful let down,
painfully uncool,
the church of the dropouts
and losers and sinners and failures and the fools
oh what a beautiful let down
are we salt in the wound
let us sing one true tune.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:34:00 PM
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
jessica teo zuan qin
school was alrighht.had physics spa.puhlease the time given is nuts la.so little time expect so much.i thought the clock was faulty till she shouted you still have ten more minutes.grrr.oh well.over and done with. I PASS MY MATHS!!! any idea how happy i am?yayy thank god,seriously if not for mr chin's one-day-before-exam tuition,which is highly effective,i doubt i would make it.yayy.but as for physics and chem i think confirm fail.
baoey messaged me told me jess was back soo four of us met in town!!me angie jean and my darling dearest jess.gawd i miss her.she's so pretty and nice.i;ll never forgot that babe of mine.so sad larh,she's leaving tmrw,we'll meet her for lunch though.t4 reunited again.its been a long time.i think as "t4"ahha(its t4 becasue all our surnames start with T,sec one la)yeah we've been thru so many childish disputes,splitting.aiyarh.love jess love love bao love angie.love 7788 too.=]
yawnn.still dont wanna go to school.today was nice spent it taking neoprints eating catching up and taking so many pictures i feel like fainting.=]
one ray of sunlight; x
11:49:00 PM
Monday, July 05, 2004
hey dere.
whoa few days since i blogged.this breeze of laziness has certainly got into me.took so many afternoon naps yesterday and today.oh well.today was so-so.played tennis with seng,his fren,yuhui and jo today.sucks la.just felt so sian playing.played like crap too.sighh sigh.talking abt tennis.my chio bu won wimbledon!loveherloveher.yayy*
darn it the stayover at sasa's house made me miss the match.sighh.but the stayover was good.yeah like what elissa said,transparency.first time i saw a different side of bird,the things he shares and the honesty in his sharings.never knew that before.(: adventure failed cox it was raining.overall the nighht was good sigh with brosie's LAME LAME comments thruoughht.haha.it couldnt have been boring.=]
yeap.in the span of two days i watched spiderman twice,once with abide and the other with my family.how can some ppl say its not nice?i dont know i thought it was good.yayy my hero.like after the first one,i cant wait for the next one.=]
school tmrw with physics pract.sucks la.i just hope god will give me the wisdom.lessons resume after that.yewl.dont wanna go back to school.
yayy room's more or less complete,just a cosy touch and alot more packing.hope to move in soon.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:03:00 PM
Friday, July 02, 2004
whoa she's my hottie man.
one ray of sunlight; x
4:07:00 PM
done with common tests cept for physics spa.comfirm gonnna drop chem.better off without those solutions and equations i guess.oh well.anywaee.cam back str8 home after chinese for a good nap stead of joining a few of em for spiderman.watching it tmrw.yayy mighht be meeting da bao too.im so bored.bored is the word man.
lalala.chicken backside.sorry just crapping.actually im just blogging cox i wanna try getting use to the new super mini key board my dad boughht.yewl.fat fingers and small key board dont seeem to go.
yayy for a short period after s short break maybe a month?im gonna mug for promos.take my word.
i dont wanna miss one smile.
one ray of sunlight; x
3:44:00 PM
Thursday, July 01, 2004
how infuriating.
was eagarly awaiting the sharapova and davenport match but somehow after two points it had to rain.whatever.doubt i'll be able to catch it later.ahhh.common tests has finally reached an end i think besides chinese and all the science pract.sighh.im gonna fail everything perhaps dere's a glimmer of hope for econs maths and gp.nvm larh.i didnt put in much work anywaeee.this jc workload's killing me.*groan sometimes i wonder why am i in a jc?why am i in science fac?:|wenta town/scotts for my ban mee with kenneth yuhui roy bird and seng.not too bad talked about spirits and stuff.yewl.scared the shit outta me. :/ even though i know its wrong to fear cox ive got sucha big god.whooops.went down to hmv.was deciding betweenn the yellow card cd and avril.sighh avril was cheaper so i boughht it will come back for the other one soon i guess.yayyy.tmrw's chinese.yewl.groosssss.haven studied yett will get down to it later.
it's nice to know you were there
thanks for acting like you cared
and making me feel like I was the only one
it's nice to know we had it all
thanks for watching as I fall
and letting me know we were done.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:33:00 PM
