Saturday, May 24, 2003
damn,dint study asingle shit today!!! its the slackest dayy i had in years watch tv like nothing like that.sighhs.cant wait for thurs even though its just a short relieve oh well..hee cant wait i reallie wanna watch bruce almighty ;) ooh and dad booked me for matrix just as well larr he can explain to me..its kinda complicating righht.? hee.sigh i miss my computer.my kazza.my icq.sigh it gave on me too.
sigh.lalala.sians.study lor.
oh yes read this reallie sweet quote the other dayy from jo's book:
dont be too nice, i might fall for you
dont be too sweet,i might like you
dont be too caring,i might be moved..
to me its sweet larr hee okayy larr.its kinda crappy.
kayy gtg nites!
one ray of sunlight; x
12:16:00 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2003
finally get to update my blog.sigh.
reallie stressed okayy i think im gonna die.i just hope i wont fail.im serious.im like super duper distracted by nothing.haii.
had tuition last night hee and tutor-cum-coux said my butt wuz very nice lol.i duno why.den her eyes kept staring at my butt.*scared*
ha but had more girl girl talk den tuition lol.haii.had two chances to watch matrix for free and i cant.damn.what to do exams and exams.
study so hard also no use.wth.and phreaking mum dont let me study outside.i cant study at home lorr.e bed just looks too attractive.:(
yea man.god pls help me study reallie hard.plsplspls.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:08:00 PM
everybody's got something they had to leave behind
one regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
there's no use looking back or wondering
how it could be now or might have been
oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know
ive never had a dream come true
till the day that I found you
even though I pretend that I've moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
you're the one I think about each day
and I know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will always be with you
somewhere in my memory
ive lost all sense of time
and so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
there's no use looking back or wondering
how it could be now or might have been
this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:55:00 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
hey sighs com's still not repaired still using the notebook but cant dl msn.im so bored and so very tired of studying.sighhh.yay tmrw's a hholidayy! :) gonna study with melsie and all duno yet though.hmm.just finished two chapts of ss.im so ssified.haii.todayy was kinda okayy larr,,,jeanie baby is just so high kept calling me xiao bao..uhhuh.lame righht.yarr and duno what the hell was she trying ta tell me.hurr dont tell mar dont tell ler! nehneh.hee.yes.cant go out need to study but temptation is all around.:)hmm you noe what i have this sudden urge to sit on a rooftop or something lol. like the outsidethewindow thingy at church ha last time me and brosie sat dere..so nicey just felt so relax and all..oh well.long way more girl.hang on peeps nitey.
*so maybe after all these years
if you miss me have no fear.
i'll be here.i'll be waiting.*
[cantbreakdown]dontletmefalloutoflove.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:48:00 PM
Saturday, May 03, 2003
the sky has lost it's color
the sun has turned to grey
at least that's how it feels to me
whenever you're away
i crawl up in the corner
as I watch the minutes pass
each one brings me closer to
the time when you'll be back
you're coming back
i can't take the distance
i can't take the miles
i can't take the time
until the next time I see you smile
i can't take the distance
and I'm not ashamed
that I can't take a breath without saying your name
i can brave a hurricane
and still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
but I can't take the distance
i still believe in feelings
but sometimes I feel too much
i make believe you're close to me
but it ain't close enough
not nearly close enough
one ray of sunlight; x
11:55:00 PM
sigh.rushed like hell today.went to sch with eyes half opened.damn tired i tell you and mag low had to discuss abt stupid newsweek.cant stand that magazine..but had fun at pe.we played soccer! reallie reallie fun lol.screamed and shouted a way to destress larr..hee.and laughed alot too..:) but i fell on my butt..haii.so pain okayy..hee malu sia.and ahem i realized im a very good goalkeeper.:) okayy.im damn bhb.oh well.freak i havent studied!!!!! *cries*
est: bring 1984 and 1990 compre on monday.
chinfang: how much altogether arh.?
*roars with laughter*chinsie arh...:)
one ray of sunlight; x
11:52:00 PM
Friday, May 02, 2003
today is friday but sigh its gonna be just like any other dayy tmrw..:(
so tired sometimes just feel like giving up on everything..and sometimes sort of need a special someone to be dere too..haii.
im gonna break down!! i hate sch.bleah.i hate doin the damn project and the damn homework.*argh*oh well today was okayy larr..laughed quite abit as usual with 7788.except mindy dearie wasnt dere..hai.missed her.ha oh yar shishi snorted like twice in a day! gosh i laughed till i alomost cried.guess life's not so bad after all.:)
youmakemeill.sometimesyou'rejustsounfeeling.imnvgonnalookback.damnit.
hee yes,croc/pig i love pink mentos alot.and im spidergirl.:) sheesh.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:14:00 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2003
.:everything'sgonewrong.:
no more turning back.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:53:00 PM
run
running all the time
running to the future
with you right by my side
me
i'm the one you chose
out of all the people
you wanted me the most
im so sorry that I'm falling
help me up lets keep on running
don't let me fall out of love
running, running
as fast as we can
i really hope you make it
(do you think we'll make it?)
we're running
keep holding my hand
it's so we don't get separated
be
be the one I need
be the one I trust most
don't stop inspiring me
sometimes it's hard to keep on running
we work so much to keep it going
don't make me want to give up
*sobx*
one ray of sunlight; x
12:40:00 AM
