Sunday, June 29, 2003
yay yay! i finished my lit homework.phew.but dere's still alot of hmework but i guess can drag larr huh.hahax.anyway.played quite alot of cs today.i suck hahax.oh well.hrm.yeap.tmrw's school.im sad but i guess i reallie gotta get serious. i wanna commit everything to you again. i wanna walk close to you ok? tryta keep that in mind. i'll wait.
[you're forever in my life]
one ray of sunlight; x
10:50:00 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2003
ohh i forgot to add.
i did it.i finally did it.
you werent the first thing on my mind this morning.
yeap.its over.
a new chapter begins.
btw just when im getting better at forgetting you, things kept appearing! ahha.even when i sat at the table durin tuition ure name was dere. uhhuh.wth.but im strong okay.hahax.yay.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:37:00 PM
sigh im struggling.with that darn lit essay.i just finished one but i cant seem to start on the next.pls pls pls ive gotta finish it if not maggie's gonna slaughter me and complain to my parents.and damn the newsweek.freak.haven finished.i hate school.argh.today was okayy went for tuition oh.sighh he's so cute.omg.cuter this week.heex.uhm/shhh.anyway den wenta expo for some sale.horrible place.oh but i bought slippers.yay.ten bucks only.hee cheapo righht oh yar reminds me of that cheapo uncle amos.pls lar uncle if you get a dog dont bathe with it to save money on shampoo and soap okay.? you need help.*sigh.
oops.better get back to lit.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:28:00 PM
Friday, June 27, 2003
i wonder where you were
i wonder what you're thinking about tonight
i wonder
maybe youre alone
maybe youve been crying just like me
i wonder
i dont know why i lost your touch
maybe i wanted to be loved too much
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
i wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
it's been a rainy afternoon
now i'm staring at the moon
thinking we got too serious, too soon
i told you every day
i told you every night in every way
i love you
maybe you got scared
maybe i have nothing else to say
but i love you
so baby now my life's a mess
cause i couldn't love you any less
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
i wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
too soon
it's not right
it's not fair
it's in you baby cuts like a knife
what if you were the love of my life.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:44:00 PM
phew.just finished tuition hee.talked more den tuition.sigh my cousin's so funny.:)
hrm.yeap.today was kinda great as well.woke up early den babysitted my lil'sis yea.so cute i bathed her and played "slide" with her.sheesh.den wenta meet amos in town.that stupid uncle.cheapo man.:(
heex.wenta shop shop.den wenta watch findin nemo! finally! omg dory's so cute."just keep swimmin just keep swimmin" aww.:)yeap.we wanted to play pool but oh well got police at mosterque.yeap so.played lan.ha sigh i suck at warcraft so played cs.so fun.hee bleah i beat amos durin our one to one fighht lol.yay.
uhhuh not bad lar did so much in such a short time.fun fun.
one ray of sunlight; x
9:58:00 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2003
mai dong xi chi dong xi.:)
lolx.yea today was reallie eat shop eat shop.went with my mumsie.:)
"great" mango sale yea.lotsof ppl still.but i only bought one top from dere! haha but mumsie bought a couple.quite fun lar.tried some clothes but sigh din have the boobs.lol.uhhuh.and den wenta walk walk.ate a yummy yum yum dinner.den shopped again bought another top.yay mum's agreed to buy me a bag and the nike sandals.*sighh*purrfect.yeap.sighh hopefully tmw i dont hafta babysit.wanna play pool you knuw.oh well.
nitey.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:36:00 PM
im happy.:)
came back ard 11 after watching full throttle.damn nice!
hahax.sigh.no findin nemo okay.everywhere sold out so sad eli and i.:(
hrm.oh yes today i went sentosa! lol.with mel jean and win.it was raining.yes.so sad right.
but it okay lar.we had fun.oh and saw damien dere too.my kor.:)
yea.and saw some other church ppl ard.gosh.duno what they were thinking.sigh i was."not dressed ahemly" lolx. nvm.anyway.had fun.haven had so much fun in yrs.ha okay days.yea.yay i put this pic in! just took with dearie mei.hrm.hope it stays dere. no cross sign i hope.
gonna talk to ezra raedy.nitenite.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:05:00 AM
one ray of sunlight; x
12:00:00 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2003
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
So what am I gonna do
said I’ve been needing you, wanting you
Wondering if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:35:00 PM
georgie dear! we're prolly going sentosa tmr.
so make yourself free! yups.
i wanna take cable car in.
haha yup. i'll confirm with ya'll the time.
got buy pressie for me from kl?!
-melsie.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:28:00 AM
dont wanna love you if you dont love me
dont wanna need you if you dont need me too.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:13:00 AM
*sobx*
smallville's sad.:(
sigh yea im back.hrm.did some shoppin in kl.it was alrighht larr.not say the nicest trip ive ever had.but oh well.yea.hrm.dere's eng tmrw.? huw come i din knoe.?maybe i'll call jean ltr or something.btw mel,tt's a super ancient pic.sougly.sigh nvm next time i scan our neoprints when i have time okayy.? heex.
kayyx.sleep.dere's still tuition tmrw.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:13:00 AM
Sunday, June 22, 2003
love you georgie!
one ray of sunlight; x
12:08:00 AM
Friday, June 20, 2003
[don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love]
thanks babe.silly girl.go delete my entry in ure blog.:(
one ray of sunlight; x
11:45:00 PM
[heyy chioy baby!!haha came to joke arnd..heex..miss shopping wif ya kayy!!hhaa..study hard alright?anything call me ok..i will be right here for you*mucks..nites.]
one ray of sunlight; x
11:39:00 PM
[a smile is a curve that sets everything straight]
one ray of sunlight; x
11:06:00 PM
mel!!! why you change my pic.ehh i gave you my password to leave sweet messages okay not to change my pic.nehneh.haha.the other picture was better okayy.hmpht.*box you*
kayy lalala.went swimming today got tanne.i think hee.erm leavin for kl in four hours time.sigh maybe things will be better.yeap.tatax
will miss you very much.
anyway mel, maybe sentosa plan on thurs or fri.? since win cant make it sorry!
one ray of sunlight; x
10:52:00 PM
nicey-er georgie?
one ray of sunlight; x
12:40:00 AM
heex.myryan.:)
one ray of sunlight; x
12:10:00 AM
Thursday, June 19, 2003
Now, don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
And I know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care.
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
You took all there was to take,
And left with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I, I’ve given up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care.
Do you have everything you want?
You can get up and give everything you`ve got
You can’t run away from yourself
Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I’ve had that all I can take
And I’m about to break
Cause I’m happy now
Are you happy now?
one ray of sunlight; x
8:54:00 PM
lolx.hey mel.sigh if only i knew ure username and password too.:(unfair.
thanks babe.ure the sweetest thing ever.oh yes our sentosa plan can change to wed or something.?i wont be back till monday.
hrm.today was slightly better at least i feel more human.:)
still scared frm yest though and darlin jean had to laugh at me.heex.had lunch with her den wenta look ard for 10 min.sigh den hadta rush raedy.sobx.cant wait for next week.awwx.
kayy.gtg.
georgieloves.:mel:.too,sweetie.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:52:00 PM
hey dear, mel here.
im replying your msg here.
dont be scared ok?
maybe you can upgrade to saving
innocent lil girls from old chi ko pek men! =D
dont be scared k.
mellovesyou!
one ray of sunlight; x
9:53:00 AM
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
aww.thats so sweet mel.the kinda song i reallie need nuw.lol
lurveya lots too.:)
hrmm.im scared.
took a bus home todayy.guess what was sitting down reading some stuff den this bespectacled guy quite old tapped me and spoke in chinese and asked for the time.din have a watch or phone so i said wo bu zhi dao.den he kept asking me strange questions and cux of my stupid hearin prob i was like huh.? huh?! like every question he asked.he asked does ure mum beat you.? is she strict.? do you hate ure parents?-so erm righht.i was scared.sobx.den he wanted to look at my palm! okayy den i was afraid he might do something if i didnt so i showed him.he touched my hand! yeeeeew.den.my stop came so i went down.den he stood up also! i wanted to cry okay.luckily.dere were alot of ppl going down so kinda buried him as i let him go down first.sighhh den i waited at the bus stop for him to cross the road first sigh he kept lookin back to see if i was dere okay.*sobx*.i feel so spidergirl.heex.im kinda smart larr huh.? *sheesh*yes yes i knuw my mission is only to save spiders.*sigh*
still.i was scared.:(
[swing, swing, swing from the tangles of
my heart is crushed by a former love
can you help me find a way
to carry on again.]
one ray of sunlight; x
11:35:00 PM
[stillonyourside.bbmak]
i will stand up for you
no matter what you are going thru
you found a place where you belong
new friends that can do no wrong
that's what you believe
but who is going to be there when you fall
to build up when you are feeling small
give you love that you need
who will, i will
when the whole world turns against you,
ain't no lie
don't you know that i will stand up for you
no matter what you are going through
i'm still on your side
any time day or night
don't care if it's wrong or right
i'm still on your side
you want to run you want to break free
what you want ain't what you need
can't you see that i care
i know i'm hard on you sometimes
but when you are looking for the things you can't find
don't you know who'll be there
who will, i will
when it's more than you can handle
ain't no lie
i'll be there, i'll be there, i'll be there
i'll be there when you need me
i won't let you go
there's nothing i won't do i'll be there
i will stand up for you
no matter what you are going through
i'm still on your side
any time day or night
don't care if it's wrong or right
i'm still on your side
loveyageorgie!
-mel
one ray of sunlight; x
7:03:00 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
What's your usual [mood]?
lolx.reallie.?
one ray of sunlight; x
11:11:00 PM
Monday, June 16, 2003
thanks win.:)
sigh.if you were me.you'd feel the same yarr.
btw i hate mag low.she sucks.
these few days've been hell for me.
yea cried like water tap ha.
thank god for ezra[mydearestbrosie.muack]
heex.you remind me that dere are stuff to laugh abt still.oh yes its damien's burfdae soon.
happy burfday kor.thanks for listening as well.:)
i finally sorted it out.heex.life's not too bad after all.but still.im sorry babe.reallie am.must've been all my fault yar.lurve you lots even if we cant sit together can go out.you'll always be my best friend.:)kayy larr.better go.sigh gotta finish every single shit of homework.im shit stressed.
i know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be (so they say)
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye
Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance .
and I know without a doubt
I turned it inside out
And if we walked away
would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere?
.sofarthebestronankeatingsong.lolx.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:45:00 PM
Friday, June 13, 2003
*hee* cousie just brought a hamster home.we named it lana.
she's so cute i tell you.first time im not scared of animals.
:)
[they say one dayy when you wake up and that person is no longer ure first thought,
it means you've reallie forgotten him.]
.hrmm.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:55:00 PM
she's so hot.:)
one ray of sunlight; x
2:17:00 PM
god im in so much pain now.
tummy hurts like shit.sat at the toilet for half an hour but no use.
sobx.save me.
wenta school just now for orals.kinda okayy but hope i pass.
hrmm.den wenta novena for breakfast sighh.sians ohh but saw amos and his friends.hee yep.
he's nice.bought twenty dollars of tix from me and wants to buy some more.oh and treating me to pool.*hee*.
[s o are you h a p p y nuw.?]
one ray of sunlight; x
1:49:00 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2003
i heard ure doing okayy
but i want you to know
im a dick
im addicted to you.
i cant pretend i dont care when
you dont think abt me.
do you think i deserve this.?
i tryta make you happy but you left anyway.
im trying to forget that im addicted you
but i want it and i need it im addicted to you
now its over, cant forget what you said
and i nv wana do this again.
h ea rb re a ker.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:13:00 PM
Friday, June 06, 2003
Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed someone true
But you changed your mind or had I failed you?
Wished you've been careful with my heart
But you tore it apart and broke an angel's heart
I guess what's true has an end somewhow
But I am living proof of what love is about
It's hard holding you loving you losing you
It's sad to be true and be fooled by you
I don't know I wanna know
Should I stay or should I go
You played me on, played me like a clown
But I feel for you, even though I'm down
My heart is heavy like a rock
But I am so amused you're still in my thoughts
What's done and I'll never feel the same
But we had some good times, guess it's sad just the same
I guess the truth doesn't matter somehow
But you were living proof, of what love is about
one ray of sunlight; x
12:47:00 PM
hey!
hehe mel and win here invading georgie's blog. =D
one ray of sunlight; x
12:44:00 PM
one ray of sunlight; x
9:03:00 AM
heheheh.im in school now.sighs so siansie okayy..having mass later but so wanna pon me and siti wanted to leave school but haiya....you knoe...
:)okayy bye bye.seeya ltr.*muck*
.:[it's hard holding you, loving you,losing you.
it's sad to be true and be fooled by you
i dont knoe.i wanna know,
should i stay or should i go].:
tellmewhattodo.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:57:00 AM
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
yu knoe what.
i think yu reallie wan me to let him go.
fine.i will.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:57:00 PM
Monday, June 02, 2003
I would like to say that I never meant to make you cry,
I think about you everyday, no matter what your friends might say,
Everybody knows my name, even thought I'm still the same,
I just would like to say that I, I never ever meant to make you cry
I would like to know why, there are clouds in the sky,
Every time I fall in love
and I would like to know why I'm sitting here on my own.
I would like to know why, when to find a nice guy,
someone I can lean upon
I mess it all up and then I wonder why I'm all alone.
Tell me if you think that I'm talking way too much,
Tell me if you'd like to stay in touch.
Sitting on the sofa, letting life go by,
Thinking about the Early days
Thinking about the times when I heard you were my crazy ways
All I wanna do is look around for you, yeah drive until the break of dawn
Tracking and calling and pleading till your coming home
Tell me if you think that I've been a bit too much,
Tell me if you'd like to stay in touch.
I didn't mean to be so cruel, I didn't mean to let you down,
So sorry for the rain on your parade and all the pain you must have gained because of me.
one ray of sunlight; x
5:12:00 PM
Sunday, June 01, 2003
heyy.just came back from sentosa with my parents and lil sis to watch the musical fountain shit.lol.quite cute larr and unique and kinda lala too..yea.uhhm.exams over but still hafta study for cheena os.so sad okayy its been heaven these few dayys and suddenly hafta go study chinese.hrmm.yest was great was ushering for edwin's wedding..gosh the bride's like damn dazzling stood for two over hours okayy den wenta town for dinner with ezra jon eu albert darren.yea again i made birdsie send me home.lol.yepyep.kayy lar got school tmr beta sleep.goodnights.*muck*
[draw me close to you,nv let me go]
one ray of sunlight; x
11:24:00 PM
