Sunday, February 29, 2004
MELSIE!
hey you lil girl.=)
i dont mean that you ppl do not revolve round my universe anymore okay.you still do VERY much so.haha about sa..sighhh it would be good if you could come but follow ure heart and set ure priorities righht ya?sa/cj think abt it carefully but dont ever make a decision cox of other ppl.=)
i love you lots too!
yeap.i got 11.thanks be to god.i was so ungrateful when i got my results all because i dint get what i wanted.i know how ppl say if you aim high you score highh but it sure dint happen for me.heh nevertheless it's so great can esp suring that time i was sick.ahha oh yes i got third for chines.wth!im da cheena expert man.LOL.=)
anyhow.im reallie proud of you--bestie jean!and pts win and melsie dearie and esp mindy---our 7788 six pointer!and the whole of my group who did super well.=)
yay.o levels are over/
one ray of sunlight; x
12:34:00 AM
Saturday, February 28, 2004
woah what do you mean by 7788 arent the only ones who exist in the universe! im so hurt! i know we dont revolve around your universe but eeks you didnt have to put it that way right? dont our friendship we've forged, for the past couple of years beat that of the ones forged in the past 2 months? sigh, im seriously considering giving up cj cause of you, jean and win all going to sa k. im confused! well haha dont ever forget us okay georgie. love anyhow! =D and congrats on your results k! cya soon!
-mel
one ray of sunlight; x
11:00:00 AM
Thursday, February 26, 2004
heyy.
just got back from esplanade.yeap as usual its just so beautiful dere.as in the ambience is just so good not for couples though.its tooooooo good for couples.lol!me jieshan ziwan rui hwee mervyn jiade charles vivek neck(dont even know him) edward shun jun deen mich qi and blah.wenta esplanaded to eat our da baoed dinner.it was reallie great cox its one of the first times where the class gatherred as in most of them la some of them left when we were shopping ard.yeap.=)at first i was rather pissed offwith mervyn cox he took likesuperrrr long time to come and dere was a point when all of us were sooo hungry waiting for him den he called and said he was playing POOl like what the heck.but den.we simmered down and by the time he came ahha his good looks probably played a large factor as to why the girls werent even pissed off with him.lol.i dont care if you're reading this charles,at least he's better loooking den you!heh/anywaee.things got pretty depressing later on cox my class girls for some ryme or reason started crying.yeahh.cox of results,and the depressing fact that we're all probably not gonna end up in the same class.i was quite sad laahh but not to the extent of crying/was just thinking abt stuff abt the past,the future how in a blink of an eye it just changed yet i guess for the better.heh.the stars were ncie but not as ncie as the ones i caughht with eli wee seng and all.sighh*i'll miss 04s73 because dere are soooo many diff walks of ppl and i think that god has his reasons for putting me in that class to let me know that ppl like 7788 are not the only ones who exists on this universe.yeap.and i think he wants to tell me that things happen for a reason and the reason may seeem stupid seem back but in the end it just turns out to be gerat and purrfect.nothing you can comprehend cox its god who is at work.my results,my life,i do not deny i dont worry infact im more worrified than anyone in the world i think but i know he holds my results.he's sucha big big big big god results are juts tiny tiny tiny tny tiny..yeah.he has plans to prosper me not to fail me.yay!no matter what i thnk a spirit of thankfullness is all that matters.=)
oh btw its jiade's birthday!
happy birthday boy.
bet he had a good birthdayy cox we sang so many times of happy birthday,splash water on him,smash the cream cake on him,boughht him a quicksilver burms,spent it with him even thoughh perhaps he mighht have wanted to spent it with another.loL!
yeah.today was great.i ponned practically the whole of today.actaully practically the whole two weeks of lectures.yeap.i rock.=)
:he: is superrrrrrrr cute.
:HE: is also superrrrrrrrrr cute.
:hE: is also quite cute
lalalalalalalala thats quite alot of guys,georgie.=)
one ray of sunlight; x
11:15:00 PM
Monday, February 23, 2004
a pretty much simple day.
yeap.failed that test.a brilliant score of 5/30.
i rock can.
yay yay.hrmmm.sense the disappointment?
i was thinking even if i failed i wldnt wanna fail sooooo badly la even though im rather comforted jia de got 3 upon thirty.i still feel rather dumb.*heh
nothing major happened today.a normal-cant-wait-to-finish-school day.yeah.
okay lah.i shall end off.oh oh oh i went for morning worship today!was gooood.shall try to go every day of this week till i gte my results for all you know i may not end up in sa.=x
yeap.tata
one ray of sunlight; x
9:06:00 PM
You have a water personality. You are moody and
often depressed, caught up in the 'why me?'s of
life. You have been hurt and as a consequence,
question everybody's motives behind their
relationship with you. Relationships don't come
easy to you and when you are in one, you can
become too caught up in what you're doing wrong
and disregard the other person almost entirely.
Despite the downsides, you have a lot of
friends (even if you can only trust one or two
of them). Cheer up, Emo kid, and enjoy life for
what it is.
Elemental Personalities: Which is Yours? brought to you by Quizilla
one ray of sunlight; x
9:02:00 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2004
i can't stand to fly
im not that naive
im just out to find
the better part of me
im more than a bird:I'm more than a plane more than some
pretty face beside a train and
its not easy to be me
wish that I could cry
fall upon my knees
find a way to lie
about a home I'll never see
it may sound absurd:but don't be naive
even Heroes have the right to bleed
i may be disturbed:but won't you conceedeven Heroes have the right to dream but
its not easy to be me
up, up and away:away from me
it's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight
im not crazy:or anything:
i can't stand to fly
im not that naive
men weren't meant to ride
with clouds between their knees
im only a man in a silly red sheet
digging for kryptonite on this one way street
only a man in a funny red sheet
looking for special things inside of me
its not easy to be me.
one ray of sunlight; x
9:32:00 PM
Friday, February 20, 2004
yoyoyoyo
can you hear me from the back?
lol.
sighh
just came abck from prayer meet.quite fruitful i must say.anywae.im still suffering from major muscle aches i sustained during my fighht.yes my fighht cat fighht with rae merlyn and stef.
haha.it wasnt like reallie real real.but we REEALLIE foughht.stef like practically sat on me.haha.cox we were practicing for seeker service and dey were trying to inject anger into me.=x
anywaee.yeap.tired.today i concluded that im gonna fail my stupid physics test.that mr li can go call my parents for all i care.dammit.
i hate him can.he's just soooooooo lousy and sucha faggot.grrrrrrr
anyhow.school's been reallie slack i haven attended twow eeks of physics lecture mainly cox our class spent most o the physics lectures in the student centre playing jenga.=x/
cheap thrills eh.but sooo fun.
todayy we spent two periods of chem lect in the reading room gossiping and sleeping.sighh georgie wassup with you.im like not doing any shit.my life now revolves around finding a million ways/excvuses to skip school/skip lect and to copy homework.
brilliant.i rock.sighhhh
its wrong lahh but.hrmm.results results.must be the stupid results.=x
yay tmrw another meeting with my babes.cant wait.jean shall protect me from the horrifying haunted house.yayness.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:43:00 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
tired.
today was cross country day!
day started with me meeting deeen and charles den huiping's dad fecthed us to macritchie.yeah.
it was not too bad considerring the fact iw as walking thruoughht.cept the last part.ahha.i was thinking if i was running with winn jean and all.we'll all probably run.heh.anywae.den our class went bugis to eat seoul gdn's/yeah.ahha.i ate like a botttomless pit today.dont knwo why either./=)
yes yes i messed up and the food i wanted to cook for deen nd jiade were all raw and dey were like cursing and swearing.heh.so funny.den dey all prohibited me from cooking raedy.*sighsx*
just that luck to sit at my table.lalala.we played some games.sighh.*crushed*yarh.den we left to took some neoprints.
went for a swim just now.was really wonderful.times of peace and quietness.,did you know how chaotic it was when we took neoprints?sighs.they seem to be living in my sec 1 to sec2 days where we wore JINKO and stuff.ahha.oh well.so cute.my class girls are so cute=x
swimming was good.it was a time where i would just think alot and straighten out alot of stuff.yeah spending time with him too.it was like companionship.it wasnt lonely at all.haha.=)
anyhow.today was good but the htoughht of receiving my results and sharp images/flashes in my stupid mundane brain of going ite is giving me the shivers.
yeap.this ends my day.=)
one ray of sunlight; x
8:24:00 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
heyhey.
today was good.haha.mainly cox last nighhts qt was fulfilling and i started the day righht with him.=)grin.
anywaeee.today went past swiftly and smoothly.no major hiccups or anything.was fun actually.just joked around i think i was a lil more crazy today.anywaeee.pe was cancelled cox we're having cross country tmrw but our class was soooo on we played basketball.sighh mainly most of the time i was begging for ppl to pass me the ball.*heh.lousy eh?=x
anyhow.we had fun.den we stayed on to watch the rugby match/frendly i think.our sch against ofs.was quite exciting though.den part of my og ppl decided to leave sow e went queeensway which was bad cox i saw so many thousand things i want.*sighhh.time i had a wish list.
sighh gettin results next week?i dont know what to expect man.trust is all i have in my head.=)
laladedadadddado.
saw :him: playing soccer today.as cute as ever.lol!he reallie looks like a little boy.my candy from far.*heh.-wonders-
kay la.gtg.seeeya babes.got alot of ctaching up to do this week!
one ray of sunlight; x
9:25:00 PM
Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
one ray of sunlight; x
9:16:00 PM
Monday, February 16, 2004
Which Sylvia Plath Poem Am I?
by
echoing
one ray of sunlight; x
10:04:00 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2004
In open fields of wild flowers,
she breathes the air and flies away
She thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
Someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
Someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call her and she will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray,
"I want to fall in love with You"
Sitting silent wearing Sunday best
The sermon echoes through the walls
A great salvation through it calls to the people
who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close a heartbeat or a song on our lips
Someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call us and we will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray,
"I want to fall in love with You"
It seems too easy to call you "Savior",
Not close enough to call you "God"
So as I sit and think of words I can mention
to show my devotion
"I want to fall in love with You"
one ray of sunlight; x
12:23:00 AM
happy valentine's day!
boohoohoo.im super duper amazingly charkueytiaoey tired.=x
sighhh.today was great but also bad mainly cox it just got me so tired.
woke up at a super ungodly(heh elissa's word} hour of 7 to rush down to kovan for some frenly match.yeah.yawn.de rushed home.slacked and den i wenta meet win mel mindy est shi lynn xm joanna xm's frewn pauline and charmaine *stops-for-a-breather* lol.so many ppl it was hard to walk ard.did i mentioned about that phreaking wickin survey we did?iw ant to kill char.haha.=)but oh well i got 6 bucks for doing that survey and hi chew sweets!yummy.was a rather hectic/sweet valentine.=)anyhow.den we wenta eat at lips./i met .......
jean-bestie-: im so sorry i forgot to bring ure present.thanks darling for ure sweet big big heart!i love you alot.happy v day!I REALLIE BOUGHHT URE PRESSIE OKAY>in case youw ere wondering.btw every one was asking who gave me that?haha,muck.
lalala.den i wenta meet danny and roy cox i was bringing them to the pub where my church was holding e event love day.it turned out reallie well actually cox danny was so frendly haha.thank god for someone like him.he actually likes my church ppl and i think he has this thought of visiting my churc.ppl reading this pray okay?i think he has great potential to shine.=)
yeap.anyhow.den we wenta town.whoa i tell you danny and roy can gossip like noone's business man.lol.we saw the salga gang saw clara.=)anywae.haha.no comments.=)
sighhh reallie tired tired.so sad got no special someone to spent it with but i love all my frewns dey rock my world.=)
jesus i love you.iloveyou.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:20:00 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2004
*)
just came back from tennis at serrangoon.haha.dint play today though.=(
oh well.sudden urge to do smt.=)anywaee.i havent been blogging cox i ve beeeen superr busy!sighh.
yesterday was wonderful=)
received many sweets and card and flowers and ballons.*grin
den i went home to change!and tada i met mydearie/bestest/sweetest/lamest/mostwonderful/dumbdumb reina!haha.rein if ure reading this u must be over the moon.sighs i haven seen her in ten thousand yrs so this "catchup session" reallie meant alot to me yarh/*hugs.we dint do much basically it was because she was broke,her leg was pain,and her bag was heavy.sighs like how troublesome righhht?=x
yayness.i saw sooooooo many many many ppl in town.yeah.yes winn you reallie dont know how to hug.LOL.=)
ohh yest charles was superrrrr sweet he dint get me a ballon so he called me and made a song dedication.lol.he went to bake cookies for some of us girls too!so sweet righht he's the first guy i know of that bakes cookies.lol what a sweet fren.he's my peng yu!*wink
anywaeee.life is great now busy busy busy but i feel like soemtimes im drifting.god draw me closer.draw me deeeeper deeeeper in love with you.cox ure better than life.=)
one ray of sunlight; x
12:38:00 PM
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
yoyoyoyo
=)
anywaey.today was haha.=(
me and jean crashed cj today....for only ten minutes and we got sent out of its WONDERFUL compounds.haha the process was just reallie funny.me jean shar and miche were caught together la.sighhhh.so stupid la.we were so so so dumb.dey threatened to call the police k.*scared
oh well at leastw e made new frens haha.den we four of us hung out together at town.oh we wenta watch love me if you dare!rather confusing,queer and unique story line.haha.till now i still dont understand.den we went take neoprints.how wierd huh me and jean barely knew them for a day and we took two neoprints together and exchanged uni.=)lalala.
quite fun la actually den we hung out till their frens came and our frens came.den me mel mindy shi and jean wenta play pool.yeah kinda sucked though was sians raedy.
sighhhh.dere's still school tmrw and i heard dere's a math test.like YAWN and i dont even understand a shit.im gonna fail.ive been playin waeeee too much.=)
dint see candy today.tmrw la k?=)
is this real love.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:59:00 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2004
yawn.
im freaking tired.just woke up from my three hour deeep sleep.was great i tell you.haven had naps like those in a long time.
today was great.wenta church we sang for worship and i didnt even go for practice.it was alrighht i guess at least during that worship i was really worshipping god.
yeahs.den had meeting with merlyn adn eli and eu abt the seeeker service thingy.yeah.she talked abt commitment.i think what she said reallie struck me la i hate late ppl as well.as in i reallie reallie hate them.yarh not as if im like early all e time in fact im quite late.haha/ but like what merlyn said being late will mean wasting OTHER ppl's time.not ureself.yeah.try la huh.its gonna be a commitment that's gonna take up some time whatsmore with that captain's ball thingy.ohw ell.but i wanna serve him as in i reallie want to.cox if not i feel like a parasite.three ccas ir eallie gotta make a decision man.haha.im not wonderwoman can.
i pray you'll gimme the discipline and the strength as i embark on the things you want me to do for you.
humble my heart.because everything i do i do it for the glory of you.
i suddenly miss reina.girl meet up next week okay?iloveyou.
ohh did i tell you.i saw ***** in a suit yest!super dashing i tell you.he totally lighted my day.and lalala i got to ask him where to be sitted.ahah.=)
candy candy.but sighh.its depressing since he doesnt even know me.=(
goodnighht.ive got tons of work.lalala.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:59:00 PM
hey.
tired.i am reallie tired.*BIG SIGH*
todayy woke up at seven reallie early okay.where are my good old days of waking up at 12?*BIGGER SIGH*reached school at eighht.and tada.hadta run six rounds.2.4 again la.wth.but i think imm like improving on my 2.4 all thanks to touch.i hate eugene cham i think i like my coach a teeeeny weeny bittt better now.=)after trg wenta harbour with jialing and pam and zibin and michelle and ger.den the rest of the st margs ppl came.crapped denw enta school again for stupid uni talk.was practically sleeping la can.thank god i wass sitting near some lame ppl.hee.=)
lala.just came back from church.ya la.learn quite abit abt tithe and all.interesting.hrmm.=)
gtg nuw though.real shagged.think i got to chooseeee my cca reall soon.
hopeofalifespentwithyou*
one ray of sunlight; x
12:37:00 AM
Thursday, February 05, 2004
hey ppl.
lalala.i love today!cox i went out and met up with my 7788!cept for est and sue though miss you ppl too.
sighhh.i nv knew how much i needed to catch up with them until today.sighh.esp winnn-pts!imiss you sooooooooooooo much tahts why i waved like crazy when i saw you.ahha.miss my bestie too.,mwah!
and mel and mindy and shi of course.
today i laughed like crazy,acted like howi should be.if eel so myself.i dont feel like myself in sa.omaybe only sometimes la.haha.i dont know.like what jia said.diff wavelengths la.
even though we did nothing much but talk it felt darn good.i miss ij!
anywaee.i just realized i haven done a single shit of hwk at all.im serious la.and i dont know what i ve been doing can.just lazin ard.like what winn said ure brains prob decaying can.=(
dint see my candy today.
day aint so bright after all.=(
one ray of sunlight; x
10:43:00 PM
Monday, February 02, 2004
yawn.im boo boo tired.just came back from our lil class outing.our class has twenty something ppl but guess what only like 12 came?and some nehneh din wanna come also din tell us.pissed at that sissy man.grrr.anywae.me,ziwan,hui,deen,jiade,levin,charles,vvivek,eric wenta watch magic kitchen was rather boring leh.stupid elgene say until so nice.sighh.anywae den we wenta llok at some guits.yeah.den rui joined us,shun joined us so we proceeded to find a place to eat.guess whta deen is muslim so we had to find a halaaa food place.haha/what an experience.we took onbe hour to find a place to eat/sighhhhhh.by the time we started eating i was not hungry raedy.grrrr.it was okay la.started out sian but it was okay.ahha.we took lotsof pictures.*grin*
wanted to meet jean today just to give her a hug.but sighh we got no fate.ahha.saw so many ppl in town though.saw jill and char hum.sighh my juniors!=)so happy dey still recognize me.heh.met juelin and michelle too.hot babes man.=)
lalalala.tmrw got school.i wanna pon so i can go see the bodyworks thingy with jean but stupid teacher wants mc.sighhhhhhhhhhh
im so tired.hope i can see my day brighterner tmrw!yayyay.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:30:00 PM
