Saturday, January 31, 2004
let's go back
back to the beginning
back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
trying to fit a square into a circle
was no life
i defy
let the rain fall down
and wake my dreams
let it wash away
my sanity
cause I wanna feel the thunder
i wanna scream
let the rain fall down
im coming clean, I'm coming clean
im shedding
shedding every color
trying to find a pigment of truth
beneath my skin
cause different
doesn't feel so different
and going out is better
then always staying in
feel the wind
im coming clean
let the rain fall
let the rain fall
im coming clean
one ray of sunlight; x
10:42:00 PM
fridayy!!
yayness.
haha.i love fridays.yay yay yay.today even though i ended at three plus lessons/lectures were a breeze actually bascially because most of the time i wasnt concentrating.heh.anywae todayy was greeeaat.you know the chinese thingy?e lao yu sheng thingy.ahha i did it with my og today!jas bought the nice nice yusheng.yeahh.we made alot of mess and alot of noise.=p so fun.
and i think im like super lucky la cox my class also wanted to lao yusheng so rui bought the stuff and we laoed at school ahha.it was even messier than the previous one i think all charles fault la.you know yu sheng supposed to lao upwards righht??but nonono,he laoed sideways so all our hands were filled with sticky stuff.sighh our class rep "rocks" man.anywaee.den we stayed \back for awhile to discuss ONE class outing.sighhh somebody suggested karaoke.i was like HUH!?haha.ermm.oh well.ppl from all walks of lives.yeahh
den went home to change to meet stef merlyn and eu.met merlyn to audit for the seeker service thingy.so wierd i tell you/anwyaee.den steffie treated me and eu to nydc.yeah you rawk girl.damn damn full.wanted to do some shoppping today but everyone was either tired or needed to go somewhere.heh.cant wait to go shopping.da bao?melsie?must meet okay?go shopy shopy!
sighh.i haven seen ***** for TWO days!so unlucky sighh.no one to brighten my day.but okay la my day's quite bright today.heh.oh ya mervyn is very very scary.doubt he'll come for the outing.dao man.id ont wanna be in his gp grp man.=(
basically thats it la.its getting better.hrmm.dont know la.i made a bargain with god.sighh *cross fingers*
one ray of sunlight; x
12:21:00 AM
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
heyy all.
yawn.sigh its been raining like crazy today and every other day.i pon school yest!haha.and ive come to realized alot of ppl dint go to school on tuesday aiyarhh.=)
anywae.today was alrighht.went to school at eighht fifteen yeahh cox of the wed thingy.heh sa's slack can.we get to go to school at 8 plus every wed.yeah.today was a rather short day.finish at two plus.den stef and liwei came back to sa and we went chap's hour together!heh.dey both were ex saints.oh well.den tennis was cancelled,touch rug was cancelled so i went for sfc.heh.it was good i must say.lalala.today was quite good actually.i suddenly dont wanna leave sa.haha.if thats in god's plan lar.yeah.saw ***** in e morning.totally made my day i tell you.ahha.=)*grins grins*.
kay la.basically that's it.
youonlygettobeseventeenandeighteenonce. =(
one ray of sunlight; x
10:14:00 PM
Saturday, January 24, 2004
hey melsie dearie.
dont know if im helping much lar but i'll try okay?
heh.mwah!miss ya like hell hell too.meet up soon for a shopping spree okay?
yay.
newaes
today was a super duper duper tiring day.we had cell bai nianing today.we visited 6 houses!like six in a day.and did i mention at every house i ate something?i am super fat now.a layer of fat is happily forming on my "not that fat"tummy.can you imagine me?short and fat!!!!*gross*
yes.itwas raining cat and dogs today.how irritating.our cell took all forms of transport today though.taxi,buses,car,mrt.whoa.my transport fee was 5 bucks!*heh.
anywae.we ended up at amanda's house.whoa as usual it was humonguos.come to think abt it her room i think as big as my house.lol!
yes yes even though ive been dere before it nv stopped me from thinkking how lucky that girl is.=)we played mahjong.heh i won two rounds.*lucky*we drank wine too.i was lousy la drank one glass and i felt tipsy.=)
dereafter we went town to eat.den i wenta meet mum and relatives from thailand,shopped.oh i saw a super nice guess bag!its like whoa la.*drools mum says we can use the voucher.cant wait!=)
i cant cant cant wait to shop.ive got lotsof things to buy i even made a list!its been ages since i pampered myself with a shopppping spree.
lalala.i wanna buy a new wallet.sorry if im like blabbering abt what iw ant and all haha im just trying to do something online.so bored.no one to talk to.hes online but bahhhh he nv talk to me.=(
joking la!i dont even like him.just
interested.=p
k la enough of my nonsense.
gong xi fa chai!
one ray of sunlight; x
10:50:00 PM
hey dear girl! =D
thanks for helping with ****** ! haha.
yup anyway i miss you so much lala!
mel loves georgie!
one ray of sunlight; x
1:22:00 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
lalala.
just got back from reunion dinner.the usual stuff again lar actually
hrmm.todayw as kinda okay.wenta school instead.made up my mine not too at first oh well.
haha.hrmm.den met mindy at queenstown den met the rest of 7788 in town cept for win and jean.yeahh we had a great time cathching up i tell you.sighhh.how i wish i culd crap like that everyday.haha.heh melsie..you cheeky girl.heh******.too bad la.no response ohw ell.=)
den wenta meet mumsie.wanted to buy a top from guess cox we had vouchers but the stuff are like not pretty at all can.sighhh.so i bought stuff from u2.yeahh.=)
anywae.things are pretty okay righht now.i think i have some motivation for going school.thank god for that teeny weeny bit of motivation.lol.im not concentratin though.its too hard.haha.lalalala.
cheena yr is here.money money time!.-)
one ray of sunlight; x
11:59:00 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2004
I MISS YOU XIAOBAO
one ray of sunlight; x
12:56:00 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
woha.i joined touch,tennis and sfc!heh.and dey all happen to clash.gosh.anywaeee.should i go to school tmrw?mum asked me not to though.bleahh.been really bad second time this week aredy.not like shcool;'s horror but its just sian and lectures are boring but i think *****so cute.
heh.kaykay.gtg.
how sad.andy's dad just passed away but thank god he will be in paradise with my saviour .life's fragile ya.
gtg now.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:27:00 PM
| What comes to mind when you hear.. |
| ..snow?: | korea =) |
| ..rain?: | beautiful* |
| ..tornado?: | twister the show! |
| ..summer love?: | winter.haha dont ask me why |
| ..Jon?: | my master.lol. |
| ..Mike?: | milo? |
| ..Shea?: | shoes.heh |
| ..banana?: | dickie!ahha.oops. |
| ..dizzy?: | gastrics. |
| ..Laura?: | chiobu |
| ..Juan?: | ju on!!!!so scary can. |
| ..car?: | my dream car* |
| ..white?: | mummy |
| ..peppermint?: | testiemints.+) |
| ..New Found Glory?: | my saviour. |
| ..placebo?: | huh?! |
| ..orange juice?: | daddy. |
| ..candid camera?: | gotcha. |
| ..sister?: | jezzzz.=) |
| ..brother?: | ez. |
| ..hate?: | y o u. |
| ..school?: | saints! |
| ..President?: | nadan |
| ..football?: | you. |
| ..rap?: | machi.ahhaa. |
| ..pop?: | backstreet boys? |
| ..rock?: | big fat person. |
| ..punk?: | he duno why but winn was the first on my mind, |
| ..sex?: | woooo |
| ..death?: | peace |
| ..baby?: | shane west! |
| ..duuude?: | sighhh,its gotta be ***** |
| ..the end?: | byebye! |
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one ray of sunlight; x
9:19:00 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
my baby.=)
one ray of sunlight; x
11:01:00 PM
dont you feel that somwtimes you're just running in circles?
i duno.you think you've moved on but only to find out you're back at where you started?strange aint it how we think we've forgotten,we've moved to a higher level,a better situation yet only to find out you';re actually back to the start.i duno if im reallie like that now but oh well.just sometimes feel very tired to think that most of the time im just running in circles.
dint go to school today though.was super tired.but i must say today's quite productive.felt like cinderalla cox i vacuumed the floor,mopped the floor,hung the clothes.wow.i think its my first time.mum's super busy so she ASKED me to help.ohw ell.no choice right./=)
i think being alone at home just gets you thinking on alot of things.i guess you just need to be still at times huh.ahha actually i still have lots of worries and i think im frantically trying to solve them by myself so as to avoid being alone,hurt or whatever lar.but i guess i'll just ahfta learn to leave it into his mighty hands yar?oh well.quite stupid actually when you can leave it into his hands yet wanting to take matters into ure own eh?
should i join tennis?/tmrw got try outs leh and i haven played since exams started.oh no.if i go den like how maluating if i cant hit righht somemore duno who's gonna join.grrrrr.planning to join touch though.ahah.dey say its fun!i sure hope it is.i dont feel like slacking anymore.its time i chiong for my cca. =)
jess is back.might be going for dinner with her.even though i feel that it isnt the same anymore and i think im more enthu about asking her out den she wanting to go out.but for old times' sake i suppose and the fact she mighht not be around that much anymore.oh well.it doesnt matter lar.yay.cant wait.im broke.im seriously in need of chinese new year.the pooor and needy georgie fund is surfacing again yeah.come come donate if you think you have too much money.=)
lalala.do you think im running in circles?i hope not.its exausting you know.
one ray of sunlight; x
2:55:00 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2004
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one ray of sunlight; x
12:41:00 AM
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
its my fav.song.=)
one ray of sunlight; x
12:27:00 AM
mel!!!
i miss you like crazy too.sighh=)
must must must meet up okayy?
anyhow i just got home from rae's house.yawn so tired and im still coughing like a mad dog.anyway.today was rather okayy,went out with jean dearest.yay.she treated me.even though i tried as i culd to help her save money we still landed up in pasta mania.ohw ell.thanks alot babe.=) oh i pierced my second ear hole.so painful i tell you.actually to tell you the truth i been having this urge to pierce my nose.heh.its not an alian thing but something i wanted sicne young.ohw ell mumsie will slaughter me i tell you.
we shopped and shopper oh yes i met like so many ppl in town in their ogs and saga group/stupid.and hello my og havent even been out once!haha.only lunch lah.oh well.lalala.headed down to church to prepare worship den wenta rae's house.lalalala.food was great.stuff was great.yeahh.oh well im quite tired now you know.+)
laters ppl.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:22:00 AM
Saturday, January 10, 2004
MEL FREAKING MISSES GEORGIE TO BITS! =D
one ray of sunlight; x
9:43:00 PM
Friday, January 09, 2004
better than the riches of this world
better than the sound of my friends voices
better than the biggest dreams of my heart
and that's just the start.
better than getting what i say i need
better than living the life that i want to
better than the love that anyone could give
you love is.
you hold me now in ure arms
and never let me go.
you oh lord
make the sunshine
and the moonlight in the night sky
you gave me breath and all your love,i give my heart to you because
i cant stop falling in love with you
i'll never stop falling in love with you.
one ray of sunlight; x
3:31:00 PM
gosh im super tired.=)
just got back from lunch actually with some of my og ppl,roy,aaron,danny and jas.danny's super funny i tell you.he just say some stuff and the whole table would burst out in laughter.so glad i found frens like them esp jas.new fren but yay.anyyhow.haven been blogging much about my school and stuff.its been good so far!heh.first day sucked la but after that it just got better.ohh yestie was the finale!yeah man.it was super crazy cox dere was a disco party haha.so funny it felt as though we were clubbin.lalla.my class ppl super sians lehh as in my civics group la.so quiet everyone.so hard to ra ra cox no ra ra ppl dere.maybe stanley la but he's so quiet.anywaee.sa's quite fun i must say.learnt alot.ohhh ive alwes wanted to know how do you know you're fufilling your destiny?and tada during chaplin's hour.i got my ans.its when you leave an eternal legacy.which means you leave gift that's eternal.i duno to me it meant quite alot.duno how to say and all but its like a *chi ching* button suddenly i understand.went for morning worship yest too.its okayy la.gonna go again on mon.yawnnnn.got home at ten plus yest,very tired.today's lectures were super boring.poor roy.his phone rung in the middle of lecture and den he got malued in front of everyone.that stupid leong guy,super gay and assed up man.arghh.thank god he's not my gp teacher i hope.hehwell.hope everything gets better as the days past.gonna nap nap now.=)
one ray of sunlight; x
3:25:00 PM
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
bloggers so irritatin how come i cant see ppl's blogs.
oh well.anywae.so far so good.orientation has been fun.hee cept for some stuff la.yeaa.super tired arh!still have two more days.sighhhh.den we'll break up into classes wonder who will be in my class cox ppl i know all seemed to be going diff classes.heh.anywaeee.yawwwwwwwwwn.cya.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:40:00 PM
Sunday, January 04, 2004
just came back from cell.woohoo.im always inspired after cell.ahha.anywae went dere for cleaning up thingy at 3.helped to do the notice board and all.yeap.den had word.word was on growing.i thought it was quite good.andy's words were quite wise.heh.anywae.it mainly spoke about why must we grow well.how can we grow well and with what attitude.yeap,quite true la.and i should get a mentor soon ya.since i went up fer altar call.anywae.will talk to stef.yeap.time to start moving after being stagnant.heh.anywaeee.i hope my pms mode dissolves and that i may act in love.yeh man.love love love.heh.shoots im crapping again!did i tell you how much i miss ij and 7788.well i do.its so wierd going somewhere w/o any ppl from 7788.oh maybe its a consolation that mel's twin sis is almost an exact replica so haha.im kinda facing melsie in sa /og.anywaeee.hope hope after first 3,jean gets in,angie gets in,win gets in,mel gets in.and i stay.sighhh.but i noe my worries are uncalled for because he holds tmrw and all the days of my life.you're the only permanent thing that 'll last forever.apity some may not know that heh.that's why its sorta in my new yrs resolution.oh well.oh yesss.help me to be nice.hel;p me to be nice,
just be nice just be nice.just be nice.
:x lalalala.
no hot guys in og.no chio girls dere.sighh.ohh but my ogl is quite chio and cute.and she's shorter den me!!!muahaha.im so happy can.like hello.im not the shortest thingy.yawn.rather tired.seeya.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:30:00 AM
Saturday, January 03, 2004
is it in ure plan?or was it my own decision.i know its still early.frogive me for the way i was feeling and my behaviour today.pms mode.be strong in my weakness please.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:04:00 AM
Thursday, January 01, 2004
wow.its the new year already!how time flies =)
feeling rather apprehensive about the new year though.tmrw's the start of my jc life.wonder what may come next man.a new r/s?a more intimate relationship with god?sighh.so awed by the sudden happenings in2003.hrmm.counting down to the new year yesterday/this morning was great.went for watch nighht service in church den we counted down!haha.thereafter we proceeded to east coast park which was flooded with muds and what have you.anywae.we walked and walked till i got blisters so i stood on ghim wei's sun bike and he cycled me.shiok i tell you.its amazing how riding on someone's bike can help you get to know that person muchh in depth.den ghim wei walked so weeseng took over.haha.he's one innocent fella i tell you.so cute.did i tell you his eyes that part looked like legolas?rae poiinted out that.haha.anywae we found a breakwater 17 and settled dere.it was only at 4 am where the stars became reallie prominent.it was beautiful i tell you.=) ohh and did i mention i saw a shooting star!?like where in the world wld singapore have shooting stars!anywae weeseng caught 3 though.lucky boy.we sang songs and talked and talked and stoned and thought till 6 plus.and den we caught sunrise.it was beautiful once again.the sky with the stars and sunrise was breath taking.=)thought abt stuff that happen in the past year.whoa.lots of things happen but i guess its comforting to know he's dere.always.*the yr ahead is quite exciting eh?haha.going to sa tmrw?getting my results in march?oh man.
anyhow.new year here i come!sa here i come!hot guys here i come!...oops.:P
haha.
happy new year my darlings.
one ray of sunlight; x
3:57:00 PM
