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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

ahhhh finally got rid of physics no more physics! this is so strange but im beginning to wonder if i should have acty drooped chem or physics afterall i did so much worse for chem AHHH WHATEVER. drop means drop and i know god wants me to drop one sub so i shall not entertain such thoughts anymore. whatsmore this decision is an irreversible decision so to the other side of me : SHUTUP. (: ching. i did so freaking bad for chem that i think i should have just killed myself and physics was a miserable O when ppl in other classes were getting As and Bs ahh nevertheless thankful with my lot. after the season, its gonna be FULL TIME NERD acty im gonnna start tmrw hmm or maybe sunday. so many things going on la this week esp! its been busy enough with tennis EVERYDAY so far.and the weather hasnt been kind i hope i dont get sick :| chem maths econs i hope i didnt( acty i WAS quite sure)make the wrong decisions. im so fickle you know. its bad. but nvm even though i love electricity. its okay im not gonna have anything to do with it anywae(in future). okay settled tmrw five breaks in a row here i come. :|

those were my nails
that was my crown
that pierced thru your head and your brows.

one ray of sunlight; x
10:39:00 PM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

your eyes were covered in sunglasses
when they first met mine
i sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
the awkward ways we meet

first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know

i never cared how i dressed before
but i cared that night
anticipation ran through my bones
and my clothes never fit right
i can't wait 'til we meet again

framed pictures start to be put on the walls
constant visits while im out on the road
its hard to leave sometimes
but you know where i lay my head at night.

cute song. i like (: so today was a rather normal day spent the morning at mr chin's. he's really really funny as usual ayee. after tuition we went down to town for lunchie and some windowshopping/small stuff shopping with sugar. den it was home and down to cell. all of a sudden i dont feel like typing anymore. HAHA that was so randomm anywae BYE. i shall go on a songs lyrics spreeee.woohooo

i was young but i wasn't naive
i watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still i have the pain i have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
i never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but i couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that i loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when i let you go

i would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but i couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that i loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when i let you go
and i loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me dies when i let you go.

one ray of sunlight; x
12:25:00 AM