Friday, July 29, 2005
wait
wait, i can hardly wait
to look into Your face
when the world disappears into Your eyes
wait, i can hardly wait
to hear Your sweet voice say
you've done well, my good and faithful son
breathe, i can hardly breathe
in anticipation
waiting for the day to come
when You will shine on me
wait, i can hardly wait
to bow down at Your feet
kiss the scars that bore my sins away
i can hardly breathe
in anticipation
waiting for the day to come
when You will shine on me
wait, i can hardly wait.
yeah finally went to school on a friday :) day passed by unbelievably fast finished school at 11 45 and i concentrated at every lesson/lecture! and we couldnt leave till 12 45 so me niq seng and fishy climbed outta school :) so fun and exciting shhh not gonna let out our secret escape route.ahha. had sucky pasta mania for lunch and now im back home. shiokkk.decided against going sonic fest cos i figured out it would be too ex to buy tics at the door and i think i better confine myself. oh well not feeling that sore about it though. :)
if if if if.so many 'if's.
one ray of sunlight; x
3:26:00 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
chaRELs cupid - have you take it out and put it in? says:
eh booo
chaRELs cupid - have you take it out and put it in? says:
i go sleep
chaRELs cupid - have you take it out and put it in? says:
good night
chaRELs cupid - have you take it out and put it in? says:
wait got sms
chaRELs cupid - have you take it out and put it in? says:
shit la they asking me to go racehilarious.there he goes again, he seriously thinks he's jay chou okay. somebody pls save me.
wouldnt it be nice if i could really really talk to jay chou, but aiyar he'll prolly be too autistic to talk to me :) learning fest today, i dont know how i ended up so burnt again! dumpling=making was fun, im one step closer to making xiaolongbao sigh.anywaey anyhow den it was off for some tennis! somehow or rather felt really tired to play i dont know why, excited but tired. ahhh not going to school tmrw cos im
sick. :)
goodnighht.
i feel like im maaking all this up.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:51:00 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
had a good day today. short day but studying in school with wayniq kenn and stef turned out to be just finishing up my tutorial/ one and a half questions.what do you expect with that psycopath around LOL.
oh well headed home and met angie to run! mygoodness, it felt really good and we ran around tiong, to the tiong bahru park and had a blast reliving our childhood trying out the diff stuff at the play ground. FREAKING FUN and they have swings! how many playgrounds nowadays have swings!? :) for the firt time in ages, i felt
liberated or
really happy. maybe i enjoy being a kiddo. LOL oh wells we had a good work out yeah babe? woohoo every tuesday. oh and yayy im playing tennis tmr! haven played in a ten thousand years. cant wait to play! :) im gonnna be so FIT AND HEALTHY man. and i didnt eat lunch today. :) up and down, thats how it is but to you whom i cling on so tightly to, will never change, will never fade away.
cause i dont know
i dont know what he's after
but he's so beatuiful
such a beautiful disaster
and if i could hold on
through the tears and the laughter
wouldnt it be beautiful
just a beautiful disaster.-beautiful disaster/kelly clarkson
one ray of sunlight; x
11:20:00 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
haven seen a rainbow in a long time, feel like seeeing one.
you dont have to put up a fight, you dont have to always be right.
let me take some of the punches for you tonight. (sweet to the max).
one ray of sunlight; x
11:46:00 PM
there is a longing only you can fill.
dear lord. i thank you that when we seek you with all our heart, we will definitely find you. lord i thank you that when i take a step towards you, you take more steps than i could ever expect to draw near to me, to embrace me and to hold me close, help me to always shift the focus back to you because you are deserving, more deserving than anyone else in this world.disappointments may come my way but father i thank you that in you, i can always find love and hope and that your love never ever fails us. i thank you for your perfect love, that love so great that sent you up on that cross to die for our sins so that we may become victors in you. you know everything and i want to lift it up to you and not just to anyone else becasue you said in your word, lean not on the wisdom of men but on you :)
"he saved us,
not bacause of righteous things we have done but because of his
mercy. he saved us through the washing of rebirth and renewal by the holy spirit,whom he poured out so graciously through jesus christ our savior, so that, having being justified by his grace,
we might become heirs, having the hope of eternal life."Titus 3:5-7.
couldnt sleep last night for many many reasons. but somehow when you focus on him, all your problems seeem so much much much smaller/never existed. :)
gotta sleeeep soon!
one ray of sunlight; x
11:30:00 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what i lost
wake me up when september endsget out, right now, leave.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:23:00 PM
oh my god, this love, how can it be.i use to think it was okay having a friendship like that. i still think its okay and i still think it'll prolly still last a lifetime. but i somehow cant differentiate whats real and whats unreal anymore! sighh what complications.
anyway, just got back from rapture and supper/dinner. rapture was pretty good. i love watching dance perfomances so it was good! ahhh i promised i wont blog about that but i guess i cant help it. saw mr autistic today. :) FULLSTOP. :) :) i can smile a million times cos of that. LOL nahh la its just FEAST FOR THE EYES okay. but nevertheless, we welcome things that make us smile righhhht? :)
better stop here before i go all goo goo and gaga sighh missed movie magix cos of rapture today! what a waste.never mind there's church tmr!haiya and i barely studied today okay only during maths tuition. NEVER MINE, tmrw will be a better day :)
fishy and me in water land.
the threesome.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:25:00 AM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
yeah! the weekends are finally finally here. :) its as thoughh we live for the weekends sometimes but of course not i live for my jesus. haha. had a relatively good week in school because the long-dreaded thurday everyweek is surprisingly short this week and went quite well! spent most of my breaks reading/studying and LESS,MUCH LESS eating.(thank god,do you see the balloon developing around my tummy,ugh.)
well today was racial harmony today,wasnt exactly fun to begin with but i had a good time laughing at the girl with the zombie costume and the black black face chicken rice ah beng DAMN FUNNY la stupid wayniq.ANYWAE think i gotta go study study since im not planning on going to school tmrw again. :)oh yes before i forget, i must say God has been extremely good to me this week(aiya all the time he is la). seem to have develop some amnesia or whatever that it. misplaced my wallet twice and my handphone once all in a week! my goodness. today was the ultimate la. i just happily left my wallet on the tennis table and went for classes and then TADA after like one two hours, i found out my wallet was missing and scooted to the tennis table and lo and behold, my darling wallet was still where i had left it, whatsmore it was so freaking near the you-know people. PHEW. and of course, in conclusion, i haven lost anything this week. :)
cHaRELs CuPid - have you take it out and put it in? says:
eh lets go tofu store
cHaRELs CuPid - have you take it out and put it in? says:
i drive
a punching bag, a piece of string says:
hahaha. you drive i'll prolly vomit the whole journey but not my jay!
cHaRELs CuPid - have you take it out and put it in? says:
good night
cHaRELs CuPid - have you take it out and put it in? says:
i need send tofu soon
cHaRELs CuPid - have you take it out and put it in? says:
must rest
save me he really thinks he's jay chou!
i think i've already lost you
i think you're already gone
i think i'm finally scared now
you think i'm weak
but i think you're wrong
i think you're already leaving
feels like your hand is on the door
i thought this place was an empire
but now i'm relaxed
i can't be sure.retro baby, retro.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:33:00 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
found this on angie's friendster.loveyouu sweets
one ray of sunlight; x
1:12:00 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
saints tennis/most of us at the airport with nuanua in the centre.:)
he's mad okay.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:41:00 PM
yayy no school tmr! acty there is lahh but ONE chem lecture. no way am i heading to school for that. somehow its gonna be a busy busy busy day tmrw! sighh dad's present for me to go to dentist tmr so winnn you can stop laughing and telling the whole world bout my ahem ahem! LOL but it's all the way at serrangoon. MYGAWD, i'll just be a loser and get lost somewhere there and kill myself. (been using alot of 'kill myself'/loser all thanks to the stupid hamster land's president and cool boy!) and then im supposed to give tuition tmrw, but should i? HAHA and den im still deciding to go out with niq kenn and all or go all the way to the east for a party. SIGH whatever happened to studying. but i must say ive been very good this week after getting back all/most of my results(worst results in my entire life okay, :( if you're smart,dont ask okay.) and chem tuition is somehow getting really stressfull! SIGH so much homework and revising to do. ahhhh georgie. but its been easier this week and i know He'll always be behind me. napha today was torture! felt so unfit but was forced to do my five items oh well. pictured jay chou in front after a few attemnpts so i jumped a lil further at the end. :) shall mug a little, goodnighht! btw, i just realized that mr autistic is really REALLY TOO autistic, i think ive never seen/hear him speak before.guess he should really go to a home. haha ;)
one ray of sunlight; x
11:08:00 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
i can be anything
that you want me to be
a punching bag
a piece of string
that reminds you not to think
they found the note
down in your car
it’s not your fault it gets this hard
hold your head high
don’t look down
i’m by your side
i won't back down
you wanted a hero tonight
well im not made of steel
but your secret’s safe with me
i can be anything
that you want me to be
a holy cross
some sympathy
that reminds you how to bleed
they found the note down
in your car
you climbed up here to fall apart
they knock you down
i’ll pick you up
they laugh at you
i’ll shut them up.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:17:00 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
and all the roads we had to take were winding..just came back from the airport after sending jason/nuanua off. hate farewells like these. i mean after having a blast at sentosa yesterday with him and all the tennisers just makes it harder to see him leave. guess stef and tina will prolly have a hard time. cheer up kay sweets, let's be happy and excited for jason as well. anywaeee. my shoulders are still aching and burnt from yesterday's sun. freaking hot man! starting to feel a tinge of dryness, dont know why either. feel like asking you something: what happened? seriously, why? but i know i'll never ever have that courage to go ask you that. sian to the max. how to be a nerd when i dont even feel like when i dont even want to. but then again many a times its not about feelings, its about what you HAVE to do and the wanting to fulfil the dreams ahead. so many things but i dont know how to organize my thoughts..
there are many things that i would like to say to youbut i dont know how.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:06:00 AM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
[if love was a sport
we're not on the same team
you and i are destined to lose
if love was an ocean
then we are just a stream
cause love isn't for me and you
so why don't you go your way
and i'll go mine
live your life, and i'll live mine
baby you'll do well, and i'll be fine
cause we're better off, separated.]song fishy introed me today. what a sad sad sad song.never really fancied usher but this song is so bittersweet.
one of the most boring day in school. what a good start for a "first day" huhh. think i yawned about a hundred times today. my gawd and looking at tmrw's time-table, i feel like fainting.down to queens and ikea today for the hunt for jason's present(S), omg almost died, we took so long la, like practically the whole afternoon but thank god we had yummilicious curry from ikea! BUUURRRRP. and when i went back to grandma's, TADA MORE CURRY i almost killed myself. curry+curry= laosai! ahh i think i need to shit. gotta go!
one ray of sunlight; x
10:22:00 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
sentosa with angielala! basking in the sunlighht (:
towning with sweets!
angie: see the pictures from one of the links under plugs! :)
one ray of sunlight; x
11:36:00 PM
oh man i am so tired. but im happily tired. :)
just got back from jason's farewell party an hour ago. i think i spent seventy five percent of the time laughing all thanks to that stupid idiotic calvin TAY(what a disgrace to the tays!) even now i feel like laughing. my gawd. somehow felt a little excited for jason, i mean wow a whole new life somewhere else, somewhere different, scary but exciting i wonder if i would ever experience such a thing. oh man but we're gonnna miss him damn alot man jason/nua nua. and the whole episode of trying to hold my pee from laughing too much(all thanks to him again) was too hilarious to take.
*a row of shops at serrangoonSHOPNAME: ICE(a bank)
calvin: ehhh go into ice, ask them to freeze your peee den youu wont pee!
SHOPNAME: brown box(coffee place)
calvin: ehhh go in to brown box surely have a lot of boxes for youu to pee!
ohmygawd, i almost died on the road.
dont you wish days like these wont go away, sighh after today tmrw and tuesday and maybe wed, the whole studying cycle starts again, this time, more demanding, more memory work, more perserverance, so much more expected. but then again, i am certain that i can do all things thru christ who strengthens me. always look up georgie, not down or left or righht.
hows your life, whats it like there
is it all youu want it to be,
does it hurt when you think about me?
one ray of sunlight; x
12:22:00 AM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
all the colors of the rainbow
all of voices of the wind
every dream that reaches out
that reaches out to find where love begins
every word of every story
every star in every sky
every corner of creation lives to testify
for as long as i shall live
i will testify to love
i'll be a whitness in the silences when words are not enough
with every breath i take i will give thanks to God above
for as long as i shall live
i will testify to love
from the mountains to the valleys
from the rivers to the sea
every hand that reaches out
every hand that reaches out to offer peace
every simple act of mercy
every step to kingdom come
all the hope in every heart will speak what love has done.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:19:00 AM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
freaking durian smell's all around ever since mum and dad came back from their DURIAN cg. ohmygawd. cant stand that smell. yewl to the max. yes yes mids are finally finished. and for me, finished is really finished. i dont know, im quite positive(should be negative,ah whatever) that im gonna FAIL(WHICH MEANS GET A FREAKING F) for both MATHS(MY SUPPOSEDLY BEST SUBJECT) and chemistry. sighhhh study so hard(not that hard i guess) also no use.ahh lets not look back shall we georgie? lets just enjoy these five school-less days and then face the music and then be an official official official nerd okay? yes today i suffered from a want-to-stay-home syndrome/wanting-to-be-alone sickess. haha stayed at home the entire day slacking,rotting,talking to myself(which is really good i think) and then out to meet some church people for alot like love and then gerald drove me home. i wouldnt say it was that nice maybe because i watched war of the worlds(damn DAMN good show) first thats why. sweet la, nevertheless. oh yeahh ehh look at my new template! i did it MYSELF(darn proud if it,haha fishy you can shut up now).oh yes and we've just subscibed SCV so these few days, i'll prolly be flattening my ass on the sofa.woohoo wimbledon finals, just in time! and yes watching stupid venus williams win sharapova was just too irritating to take. ohmygawd did youu see her when she won? MY GAWD look at her armpit hair and she still raise her pits up like nobody's business. YUCKS.
..i know you know we had some good times
now they have their own hiding place
i can promise you tomorrow
but i can't buy back yesterday
and baby you know my hands are dirty
but i wanted to be your valentine
i'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
when you get drunk, i'll be the wine
i'll be there for you
these five words i swear to you
when you breathe i want to be the air for you
i'll be there for you
i'd live and i'd die for you
steal the sun from the sky for you
words can't say what a love can do
i'll be there for you. 
ahh looking good!
one ray of sunlight; x
12:35:00 AM
