Thursday, October 27, 2005
who's gonna take me so highhmm im only blogging now because i dont wanna study.anyway, these few days of studying's been according to plan. slowly but surely. now that ive started to type this entry, i cant seem to find the right words to type. anywae, sometimes, sweet dreams keep you happy the entire day, at least on the inside :)
piglet sidled up to pooh from behind.
"pooh!" he whispered.
"yes, piglet?"
"nothing," said piglet, taking pooh's paw. "i just wanted to be sure of you."
one ray of sunlight; x
12:25:00 AM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
...As we see in the early verses of 1 Thessalonians, Paul was not speaking of mere faith, hope, and love. He was very careful to be specific--a faith that works, a love that labors, and a hope that endures--the great motives of the Christian life. If you have true faith, if you have love born of the Spirit, and if you have hope in the coming of Christ, you will be motivated to live as you ought today.-Transformed Lives, 1 thess 1-10.
God is great
and his praise fills the earth
fills the heavens
and Your name will be praised throughout the world
God is great
sing his praise
all the earth, all the heavens cos we're living
for the glory of your name.
one ray of sunlight; x
2:17:00 AM
Monday, October 24, 2005
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i will live to bring you praisewhat a productive day of studying it has been, finally after so long i feel like ive done alot like 150 close to two hundred mcqs today and other stuff, i feel-accomplished, FINALLY. whether its the library or mags in the night,im gonna spend my last two weeks there.:(
haven been blogging not because nothing much happened but im just too lazy la okay.!19th Oct: my bestest reina's birthday! haha its funny how we haven seen each other for so long, yet we still click so well righT babe? i always enjoy myself when im with you, even if its just talking!hope you liked your present. :)
20th Oct: birthday-day was wonderful. many thanks to tennisers, angielala, jeanie beanie lestaryy and parents. had like three cakes in a day! how fattenning. owell three of us had a good time chilling at villa bali at night, a really nice place to drink and talk, nice ambience, im gonnna go there often after As! then they stayed over and we did study but ended up watching an episode of fullhouse. AH, thank god i finished the show already. heh. OHMY how could i forget, jason called from uk to wish me happy birthday! haha i remembered myself being so excited LOL. miss him yay he's gonna be back soon. :))
God's been faithful as usual, even though i haven been really spending alot of time with him, everytime i really do try to make time for qt, his presence never fails to grant me the strength, comfort and hope that i need. alrighht, wanted to type some more but i'd rather not. i'll stop procrastinating cos its back to my books. goodnighht! :)
i will live, a child in awe of you.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:01:00 AM
Monday, October 17, 2005
this time, this place
misused, mistakes
too long, too late
who was i to make you wait
just one chance
just one breath
just in case there's just one left
'cause you know,
you know, you know
that i love you
i have loved you all along
and i miss you
been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore
on my knees, i'll ask
last chance for one last dance
'cause with you, i'd withstand
all of hell to hold your hand
i'd give it all
i'd give for us
give anything but i won't give up
'cause you know,
you know, you know
one of my favs from nickelback (: sigh, i really need to move to the mountains.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:58:00 AM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
a light that shines your gloryburrrrrrrrrrp. yewl, i hate chicken essence la, mum's making me drink so much of it it makes me sick. but then again it must have helped me stay up till five am watching full house!(i started watching at three) mummy bought the vcd for me. HEH, happy girl i am.
anyway, just came back from spaghetti and waffles. it was goood! im so glad i came. and i thought it was great to seperate the guys and girls once in awhile.teaching was interesting! you know how you always ask "how do you know if he's the right one?" and then you hear replies like:"you just know it" or "Its that feeling...". And what i do know is that the right one must be in his will and to seek if he's the right one, you must spent time with God and his word. But patsy spoke about something i never heard before: to know which is the right one, you gotta seek his plan for YOUR life first and get YOUR direction righht with God, and then somewhere along that journey, that special someone that God has prepared for you will be the one that shares the same direction and tada, two will merge and move towards the same direction God has called.something like that, but that really renewed my mind, seriously speaking i never thought of it as this way haha. Another quality i learnt about God today, is that he is a PRACTICAL God, a God that knows our every struggle and helps us thru that struggle and that relationship with him will always be an uplifting one. :) At different stages of your life, he reveals bit by bit his plan for you and i praise God for that because if i were to know everything now, i'll prolly be unable to do his will on earth just as it is in heaven.
SIGH and i think i put on ten million kg today. barbecue was wonderful la and so was taboo with the girls. had a good time. thank god i studied at queens lib before i rushed down! :)
oh scroll down for pictures taken on graduation day. :) oh and to xun: WE MISS YOU :)
one ray of sunlight; x
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12:27:00 AM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
one last danceits amazing how God provides even for the smallest things! i guess i was really tired(mentally and physically and
brainilly) but i still tried to chiong till threee and i planned to go to school at ten forty five. but silly billy me slept till ten thirty when my consultation was at ten forty five,. MY GAWD rushed like SIAO thank god bird told me she cancelled consultation cos she had to attend some meeting. :) how wonderful. so i had KFC for lunch. yummy yummy, and it was down to westmall to study with yanping den headed to chong's house to do mock paper/talk cock, MYGAWD, we stayed at his house from four plus to close to eleven minus one hour for dinner at yummy yummy foodplace opp "beauty-world". tuition was hilarious la okay, time passed so fast today. AND bird shit fell on me today zzzzzzzzz. nvm its a good omen,THREE As here i come.
And the past few days have been good, spent two days studying with my besti jeanie beanie. i never knew sitting at the void-deck at chin's could be so fun with you! HAHA. (we pretended we were at cameron highlands :)) ) alrighhtey last day at school tmr, no diff somehow.maybe the only drawback would be....NO MORE MR AUTISTIC! haha. :) problem not solved yet but ive realized that there are some things you gotta live with, and in due time something beautiful will come out if it.
i cant say if this feeling coming over me is real
but i know its something you cant steal.God above, all my hopes and dreams.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:42:00 AM
Monday, October 10, 2005
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my goodness, i should stop thinking about this show! one of my motivations for saturday to come :) SO CUTE.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:33:00 AM
Friday, October 07, 2005
my world, my God, my lord, the one i lovei dont think there's anyone facing the exact situation im facing now but im really in a fix and i dont really feel like telling anyone about it because the " i know how you feel" replies are so not true. you dont know how it feels because, just because. but the complications are more than that, i dont know. i can acty just pretend that nothing happen(which i have done SO MANY TIMES) but i really dont feel like. sighh i guess
"living is easy, with eyes close".anyway on a less depressing note, just came back not too long ago from the hospital, cousin down with appendicitis, so i packed my bag and stuff getiing all ready to spend the night there but there wasnt a need cos he's already been operated on so he'll be sleeping. i dont know why, but i felt very excited going to the hospital. ahha the procedures and everything :) that child-like excitement which i thought was
lost. shall vist again tmr. maybe i'll even more excited! haha random.
"Lift your eyes and look to the heavens:
Who created all these?
He who brings out the starry host one by one,
and calls them each by name.
Because of his great power and mighty strength,
not one of them is missing.
Why do you say, O Jacob,
and complain, O Israel,
"My way is hidden from the LORD;
my cause is disregarded by my God"?
Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint" Isaiah 40:26-31our God is an awesome GOD. he has never left nor forsaken me, he's the only one worthy of my trust. the only one. anyway lestari if you read this, thanks for hearing me rant :) i'll get this figured out.
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go
im not emoing, i just think this song is sweet.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:17:00 AM
Saturday, October 01, 2005
deep and meaninglessim too free seriously, found a few pictures that put a smile on my face. :) so tada.
nothing much to be said or rather i cant find the right words to express what i wanna express so yupp but God's been good. its just that i need to exercise my part of self discipline which is really gone thanks to the stupid box. swear i'll burn it down one day, yes one fine day.yayy its saturday already, there's full house in the night! and then there's cell before that so yay to that. zzz but i gotta wake up really early tmr but then again im not complaining. :)
friendster's got this new "check who views your profile" thingy, and i dont like it! i rather not know/i rather the
people cough cough do not find out im readin their profile. haha random but i dont like it! and my running everyday regime/not eating snacks aint working too well. haiya, nvm AFTER As, its really scary and exciting because you're finally finally working for the FINAL of all FINAL exams before uni. kinda scary but then again with him behind me, whom shall i fear? i gotta work hard. c'mon georgie you can do it. c'mon guys you can do it! sorry need to prep talk myself. :) got my results back, they really sucked but aye at least i did much better than BT2, ought to be thankful. but i cant help but sing " when you try your best and you dont succeed, could it be worse?" ahha but no, i shall sing, the joy of the lord shall be my strength! alrighhty sleep(which is what ive been doing alot today).
"When I consider your heavens,
the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars,
which you have set in place,
what is man that you are mindful of him,
the son of man that you care for him?"psalms 8:3-4
how great you are.
us!
look at mel!happy children's day!
scary faces of 2005,award goes to whaynic
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