Friday, December 26, 2003
today's a rather normal day for me yarr.
ohh not exactly normal but tiring.wenta help mum do wedding decor for another church.whoa.man i din know it took so muc time just to get a bunch of stuff up.anywae.i really admire mum now.haha.shes da woman.i dont think i can face so much flowers and tryin to stuff them at any possible location found.haha.got back.slacked.hrmm.pretty simple dayy.:)
christmas still exists!!ahha.it stays for 12 days i heard,duno larhh
merry christmas once again my darlings and remember god kayy!because xmas is all abt him and not pressies nor fun.goodnighhht!
one ray of sunlight; x
11:28:00 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2003
merry christmas darlings!
i love christmas but it feels like new years day this morning.
hrmm yesterday was great!went out at nine at night to meet ezra and all.brosie booked out for xmas ooh and gerald too.haha.so cute they all looked.with their botak heads.we sat ard at coffee beans.orchard was super crowded can.like reallie crowded even till one plus.anywae.thereafter sam,yun and rae joined me barn ez and gerald.den we walked and walked to ps and settled for lips cafe!haha.it was den the night got young.hah.ooh den the lips cafe ppl gave us party poopers and party stuff to count down with them.haha.so fun.oh den eli and the bengs joined us(: wee seng and his girlie's screech pissin me off i tell you.lol.den we walked to cityhall.
wad a wonderful mtime.i mean like i seldom count down to christmas yest was the first.yay.oh well today was fun too! love exchanging gifts.got alot of lala stuff.i love christmas.it comes and goes.it reminds me of god's unconditional love.sigh.ohhh mum got me a givenchy perfume for x mas!!! and dad's getting me a pair of nike shoes for jc.splendid.cant wait for new year's now.haha.laters.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:50:00 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
yawn.just came back from the stayover at manderin hotel with a bunch of ppl.my cell!yay.anywae.we reallie had a great time playing some truth truth thing heh.found out quite a bit abt some ppl.like barney actually likes someone!!!lol.hrmm.ohh yesterday was great.went out with my d earie pts!haiyo.i duno why but she has some laughin effect on me.haha.ohh we caught love actually.so sweet of her to watch it one more time with me.lalala.so nice.i love carl!!his body's like wohhh!!!!ahha.oh well.he's not mine.*sobx*den we shopped ard and stupid winn made me wait for her all because of her stupid prisoner levis shirt.nehneh.but since she likes being a prisoner i shall be nice.oops.im crapping now.ahha.going for mel's thingy later den pop by at stef's party.yeap.kaykay.laters.
i feel it in my fingers,i feel it in my toes..hahha.
one ray of sunlight; x
5:38:00 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2003
lalala.
better dedicate something to jean haha.
heyy dearie.haven met up with you in a longlong time yarh?
aniwae.dont work too hard kayy.cant wait to go cut hair.take start shot phottos and shop!last week's dedicated especially to me and elgene okay.lol.our secret plan.anywae.luv ya.may our frenship blossom radiantly as time goes by.
kayy larhh.and i miss a zillion ppl out dere too.sighhh.anywae.tired.gonna tuck in good night,
one ray of sunlight; x
11:55:00 PM
remember me
feels like forever
since the days
when we were friends
i don't understand
all these changes
im still the same
no need to pretend
where'd it go..?
do you know..?
maybe it just doesn't matter
cause when i try to talk to you
i feel like I'm not getting through you
where did we go wrong
its hard to be strong
when I talk...
when I talk to you
dere were times
in the beginning
when you were there
when I needed you most
we'd sit and talk
about the future
and laugh about
us getting old
do you know
how it feels
i hope that you know that it matters
one ray of sunlight; x
12:03:00 AM
Friday, December 19, 2003
lalalalala.
havent blogged in ages.lazy larhh.aniwae.caught lotr todayy.as expected it dint let the second and first part down.was awesome i thought.4 hours din seem like that cept for the last part.ohh how i love legolas:orlandobloom:sighh he looks so clean and shiny.got the heavenly effect.lol.aniwae was sis and dad's b dae todayy.gave sis a lil vacuum cleaner so cute!and it seems as htough it was her fav gift.lalala.
yesterday was rather great as well.went out with eu.i bought a couple of stuff yarhh.oh and we took quite a nice neoprint.!yay.we must go out somemore okayy?glad to caught up with you.:)anihow.saw winn dere but she din see me!she streaked her hair.haha maybe im abit slow larhh oh well.hope our date on monday's on?yay.so many stuff happened and went by.oh did i mention?i bought a mango skirt for only 29!!!!!im like super ecstatic can.from 59 to 29.must go buy somemore.hrmm.kinda tired now.i realized after the camp ive been eatin less.like todayy i just ate a mee pok and a lil steamboat which i drank only the soup.din snack either!lol.but i havent exercise larh.
hrm.kayy larh.shall tuck in.
rather pissed now.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:54:00 PM
Sunday, December 14, 2003
hide me now
under ure wings
cover me under your mighty hand
when the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with you above the storm
father you are king over the floods
i will be still know you are god.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:49:00 AM
wow wad an experince.
what can i sae but that the lord has been so super duper wonderfully good.
sighh camp's just over yestie.and im so glad that i went for it.
i have so much to sae.well.i was the team leader for my team coke!!! yay.we rawk ya babes and hunks .got to know a couple of ppl much better.
anywae.thruought the camp yarh i prayed that i will fall alot more deeper in love with him becasue i just feel so dry and helpless at times and he told me that i neednt need to fight for his love bbecasue his love is just alwaes righht dere.so unconditional and real.yarhh.i coiuld only just cry with so much joy and let him heal everything.he said that if i seek him with all my heart i will find him.yarh.and i found him.:)oh yes i received the gift of tongues!yay.i guess i can only pray in faith yar.wow.so many has happen.oh yes ezra my brosie left for ns raedy.we had a good talk before he left.yar im so glad we can talk abt stuff this way now.miss ya dear!it was super sweet of you to gimme another bottle of mentos!almost cried kay you pang sai.:)gerald and dam left too.suddenly like our cell's guys all gone.haha.anywae.glad to be so much closer with all e girls though.sisters you rawk.hrmm.
much to sae but my mind cant take it raedy.
just came back formsam's birthday party cum cell larhh.so happy to see shengxiang and his gang dere.,yay.god is great.aniwae.im feeling helpless now i duno what to do larhh.but he's my strength my refuge.nights,gawd i feel like crying.:(
one ray of sunlight; x
1:47:00 AM
Sunday, December 07, 2003
tomorrow I'll be on my way
so don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
cuz when you wake up
i won't be there
everything I say
you find a way to make it
sound like I was born just yesterday
everything you taught me
doesn't mean a thing
so I'm going my way
one ray of sunlight; x
5:32:00 PM
lalala.
finally done with the branabas board.right now at ezra's house blogging.yawn so tired.
well finally got to eat pasta!haha.he cooked for me and barney.,
yarh.actually nothing much to blog larhh.kinda tired now.laters,
one ray of sunlight; x
5:30:00 PM
whoa.
guess i'll have alot to update man.haha.*takes a deep breath*
..okay.im back!*duhh*haha.anywae.back from bangkok and shanghai.rather relieved to be back home surprisingly.sighh.as i mentioned alot today i dint quite like china.yarh,dey were darn rude!the constant spitting and pushing around reallie got on my nerves.argh.china men are the worst!rude,crude,disgusting.haha,whoops i hope no china man's reading this.oh well.:)
but things in china were super cheap!mainly cos of the bargaining larh.mum was super good at bargainin i must say.lol.sighhh.the weather's w o n d e r f u l*
it would be terribly romantic to go walk on the streets in such amazingly cool yet comfy weather with ure special someone.was day-dreaming while walking with mumsie and auntie.ahha.oh well*NOT CHINA.=]
yarp.china trip was reallie fatening.sighh.i must have put on ten thousand pounds.haha.food was good.dumpling-delicio*
ahha.thereafter we left for bangkok.whoa.my most familiar country,anywae ate alot as usual.and shopped and walked alot!!!haha.but quite a few stuff.but found it meaningless though to buy so many stuff.i mean so many bags would be of no use.so many clothes wld be a nuisance and ppl might think you are putting up a fashion show.haha.i duno.my feelings larh.:)
yarp.my trip ended on a high note mainly cox i cant wait to get home!
got home ard eleven plus too oh yarh cousie also got back on friday after their trip to aussie.sighh.wonder if they bought anything for me*hee.
lalala.
well.today was kinda great too wenta meet ezra before cell today.its been a reallie long time since we went out i must say.aw.guess this wld be one of the last times.cox he's enterin ns soon.wow so fast!last time i used to think ppl ard me going ns wld be like damn far into the future but in e blink of an eye its here!ezra's goin gin.gerald and damien too.haha.may their become stronger and muscular and...manly.lol./
yarp.me and ez took a nicey neoprint and left for church/sighh barnabas board's gonna be a disaster.i duno how to do!!oh yes and dere's so many guys in my team sighh.nvm god will takkaire.
as usual his plans are always purrfect and i think wad andy said just now abt being comfortable always is not righht.smt on that note larhh.but it struck me because yarh.i guess to reach out you cant just have that laid back attitude or the haiya i wantt o be in my clique.yep.inviting rein was one reason to make myself feel comfy but i guess god dint want it that way cox if that were the case,i'll probably stick with her the whole time.yeah.understooded god.:)
lalala.she cant make it a\newae so i guess god has his purposes.plans to prosper not to fail.:)
yawn reallie tired now.gotta wake up early.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:07:00 AM
