Saturday, March 27, 2004
sinful
woohoo.just came back from supper at newton.sighh ate alot alot.ate popiah.stingray,hokkien mee and i ate meatballs in e afternoon!sinful sinful,bet fats are constantly building on my butt,thighhs and whatever.groan.sighh.
school was dreadful,didnt want to come today but consciience pricked me i guess.=D
anywae.bumped ard alot with our mini-og and whats left of it,serina,danny,roy and darrius?was reallie boring you know.dereafter iw enta meet reina dearie!havens een her in a long time so we caughht up for awhile,nice chatting and gossiping with that gundu pigg.=)den she left for school so iw ent home,sighh the moment i reached home,i just plopped onto the floor and immersed myself in a wonderful,deep sleep.yawn.woke up only abt 4 hours later.haha.wonder why.was woken up by jean's call,forgotten i ahd asked her out for dinner luckily she had her own plans.still tired.
btw,moving house sucks.oh well.cant wait..back to the bed.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:44:00 AM
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
yoyo.
=]
had a good day today.wenta school at eighht plus cox of wednesdays.after civics at abt nine plus?we left school raedy.*gringrin
me,jas,steph,roy,danny,xiaomin and leon zhaoed schhool today.yay!.we had breakfast at ps.woo.saw desmond dere thoughh like so early in e morning?den went over to paradigm to play pool.no ceejay ppl today!HAHA.maybe cox dey were at the dragon boat thingy.=Dden winn came but she and xiaomin left early.
had fun den wwent to catch scooby doo 2....it was erm.
haha.leon enjoyed it thoughh.haha was reallie funny we boughhht like tenthousand stuff from carrefour to the cinemas it was like a mini picnic.sighh felt so cheapo.anyhow.today was rather okay,at least i didnt hafta face my og alot today.haha not that its THAAAt bad,maybe i just dont wanna try to make frens.am too tired too.
one ray of sunlight; x
8:57:00 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2004
am thinking abt a certain someone who's doing something i find so strange.
firstly,you break off you feel so sad,den you say maybe its god that wants me to shift his focus back to him.
1) girl's non christian
2) leaving soon
3) many many tell him she aint worth it
4) he says its wierd if dey patch
but tada,dey're back together again.
im just thinking,when you sooo sad and upset you go seek ppl's opinions,yous ay you wanna focus on god,focus,spend more time with him,but in the end what do you do?you just go back to where you started den later on something like this gonnna ahppen going
what a waste of time
unequally yoke is wrong.so do yous till need to ask?can or not?
what do you think.
im not critiszing,just a thoughhht.ahha.no offence thoughh.
jsut think how we make use of god whenw e're sad but den when the dark clouds and rainy days are over,we do it again.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:56:00 PM
god is good
yoyo.=]
what can i say abt today man?nothing but breathless at god's work amongst our midst.im so happy!haha.we have four prcs todayy so amazing.angels must be rejoicing like crazy.heh.
today was finally it.seeker service finally took place after much sweat,sacrifices,tensions,despair..haha.yes.but nevertheless,itw as worth it.he loved us so much that he gave his only son what more us doing this for him.=D
prayer session before that was good.could feel his presence so strongly in our midst.the word is:delighht in ureself,god will grant you ure desires of ure heart.its just so amazing how he knows,how he knows stuff.i think today almoste veryone dere was touched by him.wonderful.=)
anywaee.the play/skit/act whatever started off reallie bad cox we never tried sitting/freezing so long in a position,i got pins and needles!but miraculously,it went awway asap.=)
ahha.den it went on pretty well,merlyn said it was a 10 upon 5!=))))))))
but i somehow feel that i was the same on friday,the same any other day,it was him who used me,who gave me the ability to portray it.heh.
yayay.
melsie,jean and angie and aaron came to watch!im soooo happy aaaron came,he said the message was clear,it mighht be soon den he comes to our church.=)
and jean and angie and mel,what a blessing.ahha.dey broughhht me roses i was like"wow",felt like a star for a moment but den quickly shifted my focus on giving god all praise.=)
today was good,tmrw?dont know man.
alll i wish is to be in ure presence forever,can we forget abt school?
=P
ohh we wenta play pool just now!wonderful.ahah im getting proer and proeer.=)
heh.fun fun.den me angie and jean wenta great world to visit mumsie and eat cox we dint have enoughht cash.
pathetic la okay,no money all 3 of us put together less den 10.=(
yeahh tahts abt it.long entry eh?all my thoughhts la.oh well.
school tmrw=sighhhhhhhhhhhs
one ray of sunlight; x
10:48:00 PM
Friday, March 19, 2004
yoyo!
=)
just got back from elissa's house.stayed over last nighht after seeker service pract!well,even thoughh practices takes up so much of my time,somehow im just so happy when i go for practices ahha.actually,now im not sure if alot of ppl are going to come,becasue i ahven reallie asked lah.sighhs/will call up laters.
anywae.yesterday started off with me meeting a few of my class ppl at clementi for niang tofu!yummy yummy.ate alot.after that i went home and went over to great world city to help mum out.quite fun!haha.even thoughh its rather freaky but its so fun,will probably go down later.after that was seeker prac den over to sasa's house for movie and ami!liwei,jem.gan,weeseng and me popped over to her and steffie's house.we watched something's gotta give!nicey and horny show.LOL.after thatw e went for supper(at one thirty)yummy yummy too!=D
sleepover was great haha i haven talked to elissa for sooooo long and its good once in awhile to find out how she's doing and all.slept at four which is reallie wierd because i haven slept at that time for a really really long time.yea.you know i think i haven realli reallie talked to somebody in a long while.somehow i feel that its getting more and more diff to share.
or maybe,
im just sooo used to being by myself/
one ray of sunlight; x
12:17:00 PM
Thursday, March 18, 2004
all I know
is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
and I have lived so many lives
though I'm not old
and the more I see, the less I grow
the fewer the seeds the more I sow
then I see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all I can do is try
then I see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all I can do is try
i wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
and all the real people are really not real at all
the more I learn the more I cry
as I say goodbye to the way of life
i thought I had designed for me
all of the moments that already passed
we'll try to go back and make them last
all of the things we want each other to be
we never will be
and that's wonderful, and that's life
and that's you, baby
this is me, baby.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:12:00 AM
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
aint feeling too good righht now
sighs.just came back from newton circus with the meeting with my mini-og members six of us,me jas steph roy aaron and danny.i didnt have much fun mainly cox i spend the whole eating session at the toilet regurgitatin everything i eaten since this morning.was terrible.i went to the toilet like four times.=(
wasnt good la.i gatherred it was becasue of either over exertion at sentosa's this morning,or gastrics or heat stroke or and overdose of the sea-water.yeahs.
today started off reallie okay.went down to sentosa's with our class ppl.=D
was very fun!.ahha thoughht itw as gonna rrain but god almighhty held the rain till afternooon and even so,it wasnt that long,we had a great time.haha.i shant elaborate how fun it was cox sentosa wad,the usual stuff,tanning,kayaking,playin not-so-pro-volleyball oh and a little bit of throwing of rugby ball.=D.uhhuh.
sighhhh it got reallie bad when i went home to change and meet my og ppl.i ALMOST puked on the train.as in i could feel the sourness in my mouth aredy.being like super late aredy,i stopped at orchard to lao sai.sighhhs.,very bad very very bad.i know my vocab is limited but it was just
bad.den went to newton i vomited three times.sighhs like what the heck.and i couldnt reallie enjoy the mouth-watering stinray,attractively spicy sambal kangkong and the all-time-delicious oyster ommelete.
me=sad.sad=me
oh well overall,i thank god i had the time to squeeze in two wonderful outings with my frens.lets just hope i get better. *crosses fingers*tmrw=restday.gonna sleep,mum pls dont wake me up so early.i beg you.=(
btw i just realized ive been plaugued by UNHELPFUL,UNGENTLEMENLY,UNDISCIPLINED(whoopps?),UN-nice mouth(whoops i mean vulgar mouth.
sighhs.04s73 guys=cmi. haha.go figure.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:36:00 PM
Thursday, March 11, 2004
lalala
just came back from practice.it was okay la only had one run-throughh for my part.,yeahs.hrmm today as relatively alrighht just that kinda sian coz
he
wasnt dere today.LOL.pe was stale,gp was hegh,everything was yewl.
uhhuh.but it turned out quite alrighht in the end cept for the stupid rain that made the stupid stairs soooo wet and the stupid dumb contractors who made the stupid stairs so tiny,i slipped and FELL on my BUTT.yes my BUTT.did you know embarrassing it was?how agonized my face looked?i just sat dere while my STUPID girlfrens laughed at me.*sigh*thanks god heartthrob was in the reading room mugging and
he dint come today.sighh if anyone else saw what happended,i wouldnt have the courage to look at the person in e eye again.haha.but den the girls massaged me and stuff so okay la.got better headache disappeared and we went town together!me rui hwee zi jiade and deen.oh and charles and his freinds came to join us too(greg i think and blah blah)we had fun at turkish ice-cream stall quite dumb la but HAHA,yeahh.,cheap thrills eh?lol.anywae thanks charles for that treat.met a couple of ppl along the e way to church too.felt wierd walking alone with an ice cream cone in my hand and i think i had alot of choc stains on my mouth sighh no fren to warn me along the way.ahha.no wonder dey were shooting me stares.=x
yeap.should i go to sch tmrw?sighhs.dontknow la.sians sians.cant believe first three months is over *snaps fingers* like that.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:24:00 PM
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
sighhs just watched smallville.i found it super scary la.haha.as usual im a faggot at horror/thrilling stuff and that stupid commercial on singapore ghost stories had to keep appearing.grrr
anywae.school was okay.yawn.very yawny.thank god i slept at seven thirty last nighht!lol.so early eh.and i dint even go to school yest.=D
went back to ijtp.yayness.attended mass den went out with the bunch from 4/10.played p[oool.yadaddada.was rather nice actually being able to catch up with the rest =)
anyhow.today was great saw
'candy' twice today!.i walked out of the toilet and boooo i bumped into him.=)anywae.not that i like LIKE him but he's just so cute.*daydreams.lol.but his hair is kinda screwed up though.,haiyo.=)
ohhh i went to have a look at my new house!haha.kinda exciting thoughhh being able to refurnish ure room and house. cant wait for the day i move in!im gonna make my rooom reallie brighht and cosy haha maybe orange and pink?and lotsof cushions and carpets.yay!cant wait.sighs.now my rooms feels like crap,no air con,messy like shit,grrrrrrrrrr.
lalalalalalala.kay la.tahts abt it.nighht*
one ray of sunlight; x
11:19:00 PM
Saturday, March 06, 2004
hey you.
today was tiring.woke up at seven plus and left for tennis trg but sighh didnt reallie train justw ent there to ROT yea.thereafter i went home changed and met winn aka pts.hrmm.wonderful outing hah.we crapped and shopped crapped and shopped.sighh.i saw like a zillion things i want.-)sighh the saddest thing was we took an ugly neoprint sighs i was looking forward to a wonderful picture.=x sighs so not our day eh?anyhow.shoppping was good!even with a low cash budget.i boughht a nike shirt today.yay.and winn like boughht so many stuff rich la that nehneh.
thereafter i left for cell.yay.rocks as usual.=D
yeap.
yesterday
was great as well.met up with damien eugene taiwan eli ez stef and bird and gerald yeap.lalaed ard.hope kor's feeling better.commit everything to god eh?and focus on him.hrmm.relationship stuff.sigh sucha a hassle.anyway.imm soooo tired.=x
dont know from what.my weekends are always so packed up.=p
lalala.dont know la.feeeeel lost.actually i feel numb.
hrmm.better focus back on god.tata!
one ray of sunlight; x
11:45:00 PM
Thursday, March 04, 2004
deres something bout the way you look tonight, deres something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you.
dere's something bout the way your lips invite, maybe its the way that i get nervous when your around. and I want you to be mine
and if u need a reason why,
its in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me, the way that I want you tonight,
its in the way that you hold me, and the way that you know me, when I can't find the right words to say,
you feel it in the way, you feel it in the way.
deres something bout how you stay on my mind, deres something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep
no. maybe its the look you get in your eyes. Oh baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile. and the reasons they
may change but what i'm feeling stays the same.
i can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby.
so don't ask me to describe, I get all choked up inside, just thinking bout the way.
dere's something bout the way you look tonight.
there's nothing more to say then, I feel it in the way.
one ray of sunlight; x
9:49:00 PM
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
i'lljustclosemyeyesandknowyou'llbedere
ormaybeidontevenneeedtobecauseyou'realwaysdereknocking,waiting:ohhowmuchiloveyou:
one ray of sunlight; x
10:34:00 PM
da bao!i love you alot too*bighugbacltoyou*go see what i left on ure blog.=x
yawn *sniff sniff
jay chou's black humour is injecting another set of hormones into my body.sobx sobx.
anywae.today was kinda okay caughht up with angie.yeah met for lunch den went to sa for trg together that freaking faggot eugene cham said she had 0 chance larh and flashed his stupid lizard smile all over again.grrr.anywae.we played den angie got"kicked" out of trg so she waited for me.trg was tiring.grrrr.
anywae.yeap.im sooo tired time i turned in.=)
one ray of sunlight; x
10:27:00 PM
i love you tonnes my bao!
no matter wut happens ure bestie wil always be right there fer u.
-fathug:)
one ray of sunlight; x
3:51:00 PM
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
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one ray of sunlight; x
9:10:00 PM
yawn/
have been rotting at home for two whole days stuck with a stupid flu and a sudden reluctance to step out of this stupid ovenified house with broken aircons and useless fans.grr.cant wait to move out.thank the heavens my mum just received the keys and i presumed the day will arrive SOON.yes.anywae.spend the afternoon slacking thinking chatting and browsing thru blogs and frensters blahblah stuff.
sighh how time flies,haha im being melancholic again but who cares.you know as i was reading all the stuff i just realized after ONE big round its like t4 still exist ahha./i suddenly miss jess tortoi alot.yay she's coming back on thurs and hopefully a t4 reunion eh?after so much stuff its amazing how our frenship still stands dere,affirmed.haha.seee thats what happens when you stay home too long.haha.
laladidada.k lahh go watch tv thats the most happening thing of my day!watching tv!yayness!*
one ray of sunlight; x
7:06:00 PM
