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Sunday, June 26, 2005

i close my eyes
thought i was lost but i was stranded
i go outside
to my surprise the sky had landed
i thought it made more sense
if i could only keep you guessing
i was a fool to think
that i should stop you from undressing
now i'm believing all the words you say
that i can't say back to you
to you

so i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and i'll just fall
i let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as i stall
and wonder when i fall.

one ray of sunlight; x
1:37:00 AM

had a relatively good day today. :) i had fun as usual studying at jia's house well at least i managed to complete two chapters and abit of tys! oh well better than nothing.

dont we look happy studying together? ;)

me and hamster land's president. HAHA.

yeahh and we're gonnna chiong for Bt2 even though i have a very bad feeling about it. and so i left for a very very very very long journey from pandan vally to koonseng road. and i totally embarrassed myself on the train. WHY? becasue of my stupid jerking sickness whenever im super tired and fall asleeep. most of the time when i did it in school, yh was there la! but now nobody there with me. I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF. ahah. so i just pretended to close my eyes. :) the smelly uncle and smelly auntie beside me must have thought i was mad. SIGH. UGH. yeap and thank god i arrived early enough to surprise andy. really thank god for andy!andy, thank you so much for giving to the lord. :) woohoo gonna miss all his crappy antics. somehow hearing ezra and sam going up thanking him and talking bout the old container days to them forming yes and us joining as abide really brings back memories. :) oh well.we've moved on i guess and what lies ahead is exciting! chi-ching :) big god with big plans. yes i shall alwaaays remember that. and so i went for supper with them today at siglap. seldom go for supper la SO FAR. and thank god for jem and his car, he offered to send me albert and cousin back! from the east to the west and back to the east. jem rocks :)

my crazy going home partner. :)

goodnight jaychou.

one ray of sunlight; x
12:59:00 AM

Thursday, June 23, 2005

this pic is soooo funny. ahha and he's still in so triple yeyyness oh and i still love jay chou! LOL

one ray of sunlight; x
11:59:00 PM

aahhhhh jay chou jay chou jay chou. i almost died in the theatre today while watching initial d and yes im gonna sound super bimbotic but AHHHHH JAY CHOU oh my tian(as quoted by angie) he's damn cute la autistic as well, dont need to bring me to a home to choose raedy i want jay chou! LOL ;) sorry guys need to let it out somewhere.

today was kinda self-declared of there even though i started international trade. i think somehow or another im screwed for BT2 because i cant seem to remember anything now. oh man. and i really really really wanna watch alot like love! woohoo.

one ray of sunlight; x
11:35:00 PM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

and if i don't make it known that
ive loved you all along
just like sunny days that
we ignore because
we're all dumb and jaded
and i hope to God i figure out.

mug mug mug. thats my main activity for three whole days this week plus last weeek. studying with studymates like jia kenn and seng simply rocks okay. we're like serious-sest bunch of human beings around-yeahh righht. ahha. anywaeee not that my com's still down thats why i dont blog but i just dont know what to blog. erm see there i go again i think its cos im no longer used to blogging after a long period of time. ahha. sometimes i wonder how come people just dont get it. and i think im a walking contradiction as well. SIGH all simple but why so confusing at the same time? pissing me off to the max man.so holidays just come and go like that. despite the studying, i must say it has been a pleasant one :) (thats why it passes so past you see!) ANYWAEE gtg face the books !

how many times have i turned away
the number is the same as the sand on the shore
but every time you've taken me back
and now i pray you do it once more.
please take from me my life
when i don't have the strengthto give it away to you Jesus.

one ray of sunlight; x
11:02:00 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

at the airport now happily enjoying the benefits of free internet access. leaving for bangkok soon! woohooo damn excited even though i have to study when im there. (: famine camp was a blast even though most of the time it was -_- like i said, it was the company that made it all worthwhile ahha the adventures of the seven (me jia yuhui jo kenn jason and elsie!) ahha climbing over the gate sneaking out for some yummy yummy prata! and sleeping underneath th stars and the boring truth or dares (: so fun it was much more fun than last yr righht fishy ho? (: alrighhty better go off now! hope to learn something out of this church camp too, trying to shift my focus off shopping but its like not happening. HAHA. by the way da bao, good job! i love youu (:/ and to reina: im so glad i managed to meet youu! love you! (:

one ray of sunlight; x
11:29:00 AM

Friday, June 03, 2005

oh man its been another long while again (;
am using the com at daryl's house after leaders' cell. yupp week that was supposedly supposed to be a peaceful and quiet week became a really chaotic and hectic one. tennis camp just ended a day ago and its was blast! ahha (: i had fun even though studying in the night failed and i didnt sleep a wink but it was nice sleeping for awhile on the track with steffie, watching movie at three am, and going crazy with elsie, kenneth, calvin and jia! (: okay i think i'll make it a short one. yup! going for famine camp tmr. PLEASE GOD grant me the strength before i scoot off to thailand for a nice nice break (: okayy gtg byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

you've got my eyes on you
and i like what i see.

one ray of sunlight; x
10:22:00 PM