Sunday, February 27, 2005
and the reason is youokayy am suppose to sleep after getting off the phone but for one of the very first times i cant sleeep. -_- sighhh not exactly been in the best of moods these few days and its all thanks to uber "understanding" parents aiyarhh whatever. anywaeee i had a good/busy/chaotic/tiring week. yuppp skipped pe on thurs THANK GOD if not i think friday i confirm faint. ahha ive been sucha slackerr man. ran 2.4 tried to beat den 12 20 timing but i missed it by a bit! oh wells at least i dont have to run till april so yayyness.so anywae it was training and it was getting super systematic and we had pt for one of the very few times. anywae anyhow had fun laughing at ah-lun cum "coach" ,laughing and teasing nua nua. HAHA. yeahh. downt to town with emm after that.woohoo one of the more successful tennis outing. had fun laughing at king's hei she wei milk tea OMG OMG OMG> (: took neos which was majorly chaotic.hwo the hell do youu squeuze so many people in!? but we did so yayy. saint's tennis team rocks ehhh. okayy that was probably my highhtlighht of the week. my eyes are closing now.
oh yes lets thank a few people before i hit the bed okay:
ezra/stef: thanks for listening and advising! (:
elbird: for "cheering" me up. HAHA
charles: for uhmm being funnily concerned and giving me CHRISTIANLY advice even thoughh youu arent a christian -__-
angie: sorry babe for being moody today, thanks for the sweet message love youu. (:
gerald: the ride homeee and to church! YAY
yuppp and
baby its been a long time waiting.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:44:00 AM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
okay a this entry's gonna be just a few things i wanna put up. im hanging on. (:
first things first!
jesse mccartney!advertising for abercombie and fitch mann.woohoo.
CUTE TIMES TEN THOUSAND.
i want you and your beautiful soul. and im SURE he only wants a beautiful soul la. ((: anyway anyway.
"Whatever you do,
work at it with all your heart,as working for the lord,not for men,since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward.It is the Lord Christ you are serving"-Colossians 3:23-24
-yeahyeah- this verse says it all doesnt it. (:
the difference//i got up early one morning
and rushed righht into the day
i had so much to accomplish
that i didnt have the time to pray
problems just tumbled about me
and heavier came each task
"why doesnt god help me?" i wondered
he answered,"you didnt ask."
i wanted to see the joy and beauty
but the day toiled on,gray and bleak
i wondered why god didnt show me
he said,"but you didnt seek."
i tried to come into god's presence
i used all my keys at the lock
god gently and lovingly chided.
"my child,you didnt knock."
i woke up early this morning
and paused before entering the day
i had so much to accomplish
that i had to take my time to pray.i tell you what i want what i really really want
i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna wanna ziggazang ah.
one ray of sunlight; x
3:34:00 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
ALOHA (:
man i had a good week and im all roasted and burnt.-_- thanks to the thiry plus degree weather these few days. but i must say my week started on a really bad note for
alot of reasons.and i agree that
it never rains but pours.sighs and monday being valentine's day didnt started out very well cos i had flu and i was late for school and i got shouted at for my skirt by a bitch.yup but thats over and the presents frenzy was fun (: i hoped my sunflower put a smile on everybody's face! (: date with my fav girl and later on jeanie baby came by too was great and so i had a good day:
nice??? (: i like.
and the rest of the weeek till thurs was fast! (: so came friday and it was dumb la we went to school for like what PE!? but it was fun somehow i prefer playing soccer with the girls den guys. (: haha and then it was stupid service to the college.i wonder why our class always get the worse "service" sighhh pushed and carried so many tables i felt like dying and of course im suffering now.-_- den we had to decor the tennis stall and all which was tiring too den we(stef janice fish niq kenn king and kelebin) zoomed off to fishy HUH's(:)) house for mahjong! LAI AH LAI AH. haha okay la wasnt very fun cos we were all like super tired but i won a few rounds okay!woohoo and i felt pro playing with stef and janice HEHE.down to bugis for dinner.hey they've got nice ban mian down there! an addition of my ban mee list woohoo. (: by the time i got home i really just fainted on my bed la.
and today campus rampus! haha it was ACTUALLY successful la. ahha. class's fried ice cream sold like hot cakes! woohooo we rock la the tins was uber full compared to the tennis booth -_-. but i had fun bumming around with tennis ppl, getting my nails done and a nice nice spider tatoo (: and the last game that got us all wet was dman shioookkkk la. (: sighh but i didnt get to go to the haunted house to scream
my lungs out to get to you HAHA. saw a zillion number of people dere and it was good seeeing ppl youu haven seeen in a long while (: the two tallies worldlies came to SA too and i was like trying my best not to go near em. dman depressing la i think they can like crush me with their feet or something. (: thank you lord for the weeek (: thanks for always being there and i dont wanna shortchange you!
yupp and cell big bang was today. and so tada my new cell group.needs a lil getting use to man but im sure something good will come out of it because everything good comes from the lord!woohoo. and so it was 33 home and ALBERT! thanks for sending me home.its been a long time la brother. HAHA THANKS anywae. (: okay really tired but i think i should do a lil homework sighhhh sometimes i wish i didnt have to study so hard.alrighht goodnighht.
honey,its been a long time coming
one ray of sunlight; x
12:08:00 AM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
wahh im seriously very very very very tired. physically. and
mentally. and i cant like sleep my day away becasue i played too much and dere's so much to do. tmrw's back to full swing and yet im so tired.im supposed to be refreshed after the whole week off and start school with a woohoo attitude and somehow shift back the focus to studying. but no this is not happening. yest was cell bai nian IT WAS SUPER TIRING LA plus we had bbq the nighht before. skipped jon cheong's house to rush home for family house warming. yest was seriously serious la. den went down to holland v for dinner with the cell and down to manda's house! (: nice place to hang out. yeapp so we stayed over and played mahjong till like four am la.and i only could only sleep at five! like wth. MADNESSSSSSSSS. thanks babe for havin us over! (: so this explains my plighht now and its def not the righht time to fall sick now but i am.and its not very funny thinking of things over and over and over again at the back of your head at the same time.oh well
but i know georgie youuu're capable of doing it. so yes i think i should go im sorry if this entry sounds uber disconnected. i shall connect it later. im
tired. of..
one ray of sunlight; x
4:17:00 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
today is gonna be the day
that they're gonna throw it back to you
by now you should've somehow
realized what you gotta do
i don't believe that anybody
feels the way i do about you now
backbeat the word was on the street
that the fire in your heart is out
im sure you've heard it all before
but you never really had a doubt
i don't believe that anybody feels
the way I do about you now
and all the roads we have to walk along are winding
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding
dere are many things that i would
like to say to you
i don't know how
because maybe
you're gonna be the one who saves me?
and after all
you're my wonderwall.
im damn damn damn damn tired.cell bbq was not to bad thanks to ezra gerald and euncie for buying the food and all. times with abide are always fun yuppp. btw the stars tonighht were really nice. (: goodnighht.
will youu be my wonderwall?
one ray of sunlight; x
1:32:00 AM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
our yummy steamboat leftovers!(the cousins table) yummmy. ((:
my cutesie lil sister. (:
whoa.i guessed jan has really taken a toll on me. i practically slept the whole day cept for some phone calls and messages for plans that failed for the day.other than that my sleep was
sweet. slept till bout three plus.first time in ages i could sleeep so long cos sat there's normally tuition and sunday there's church so it's really SHIOK SIAAAAAAAA. ((: anywaeeee cant wait for tmrw.MONEY MONEY LAI AH LAI AH> i really need it im gonnna try to save up my earnings for next year's aust trip with my homies! i have it all planned out already. AUST OPEN HERE WE COME. ((: alrighhtey.i think i should sleeeeep.wanted to play online poool but i just realized my fav pool partner's not online.so here's a shoutout to youu boy:COME BACK SOON EVEN THOUGHH YOU"RE IRRITATING> ahha.
a lot of things can change even in a span of a few days,few hours,few minutes.attitudes change, feelings change, monuments wear away but my god,he's the same :today,tmrw and forever. and i thank youu that you dont change faces and you're so faithful.thanks for reminding me that you didnt have to do alot of things for me but youu did.(:
goodnighht world.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:02:00 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
you're the only one i wanna chase
ive been bugging fishy ho about how sweet this phrase is. haha. anywaee day was super super SLEEPY like zzz i fell asleep during maths, physics and gp and i even had super sweet dreams la! hate mdm ho irritating whats wrong with resting my head ask me go sick bay somemore.SHIT YOUUU. okay that was mean but thats for your lousy teaching methods. niamster scolded us for being late too and told me off about my chicken wing.aighhh damn sleepy now but thats not gonna dampen my mood.im uber uber happy that i dont have to go school for three days!woohoo.tmrw's self declared thoughh.mighht be going sentosa with hot babes. ((;
finally we have a picture tog babe :)
fishy ho's gonna love this. LOL okay maybe not.
im tired.long day ahead.
all we do is make up and break up.why wont we wake up and seee. when love hurts it wont work, maybe we need some time alone, we need to let it breathe.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:32:00 AM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
its all about youuu jesus
and
all this is for youu
for your glory and your fame
its not about me
as if youu should do things my way
youu alone are god and i surrender
to your ways.
jesus lover of my soul
all consuming fire is in your gaze
jesus i want youu to know
i will follow youu all my days
for no one else in history is like youu
and history itself belongs to youu
alpha and omega you have loved me
and i will share eternity with youu.
one ray of sunlight; x
9:28:00 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
he's damn cute la. ((:
whoa im tired since yest till now.i didnt know playing tennis with the wall could be so tiring and uber addictive! i love playing wall tennis with my jojomojojo (:
anywaeew got up surprisingly on time for mr chin's and yes it went on for about three hours again.i really admire him youu know. down to town with lestari and lomo and pts came along.ate sucky chicken rice and shopped.YEAH me and angie boughht our beaded tops sighhh sorry angie youu had to take the old one. )): ohh wells. yes i acty agree with josh that im a loser for bringing my cam out without bringing batteries that are workable sighhhh.there were so many many things i wanted tot ake picture of! shitty cam. concert was cliche and SUPER LAME. but my fav character was the father HAHA big and funny.hmm. (: backtolife.
dere's always that one person
that will always have your heart
you'll never see it coming
cause you're blinded from the start
know that you're that one for me
it's clear for everyone to see
ooh baby ooh you'll always be
my boo.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:55:00 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
SNORTS not feeling too good after reading a lil something.WHATEVER. was it nothing to youu? aighh maybe im just thinking too much. yeahh thats something i wished i never developed and i dont know why this "thinking-too-much" habit keeps coming back (: go away pleaaaaaaaase. ANYWAE my week was good.its always good if youu start the week by committing it to the lord no matter how shitty the process of the week was,something good always comes out of it (:
you're looking good (: (whoops abit out of place ah.haha)
some thing i learn from quiet time this week:
"For our struggle is not against the flesh and blood, but against rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.Therefore out on the full armour of god so that when the day of eveil comes, you may be able to stand your ground and after you have done everything,
to stand."
Eph 6:10-13
how impt it is now to really stand rooted in god's word, to continue to fill your self with his knowledge,claiming his promises and soaking yourself in fellowship of believers.putting up that armour so when the time comes,we'll be able to stand firm on what we;ve built (:
its getting harder and harder to get out of this monotony i cant imagine weeks after CNY where all the block tests keeps coming in but ive also learnt that quiet time is SUPER impt cos thats where youu check yourself,you draw strength from him.oooooh one thing i went for morning worship once this week and i was early! ((: one of the more successful attempts with steph and like what she said the moment we went in we felt refreshed (: woohoo.
week was slack this weeek.took greeen slip from choo yest. sighhhhhhhhhhhh she's sooooo nice .why do youu have to leave!econs no hope raedy la can ): today was also slack cos three periods dedicated to her farewell session.cant believe i could acty like a teacher so much esp since im in j2 now. HAHA. oh wells,we'll miss youu.
today was alrighht down to town to meet angie with winn and jo met alot of ppl in town (: ban mee, shopped, ear studs, rubber band and now im home.im really proud of myself! id dint go online the whole week till friday nighht.am i discpline or what!
"For god did not give us a spirit of timidity but of a spirit of power,of love and of
self discipline". 2 Tim 1:7.thanks bro for that reminder (; anywaeee yeahh i guess thats a reallly long entry to sum up my week.yupp.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST FISHY HO! LOVE YOUU> (:
one ray of sunlight; x
11:30:00 PM
