Sunday, September 25, 2005
so i yearn for you, long to see you move.
one ray of sunlight; x
10:12:00 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
here i ami really am trying to refrain from whining but i cant help it. THERE"S SCHOOL TMR THERE"S SCHOOL TMR and im suppose to like start studying ALL OVER again like tmr. -_-even though i majorly prepared myself that i was to play only for a few days, you know how we human beings are like, always wanting more. ohwell at least its been a good five days, all well spent! today as i heard alot of places were raining and yet east coast didnt rain! we even got ourselves a tan! :) kayaking was fun please, so was a short session of tennis in the morning. seee i think the problem lies with playing too hard, if i had just plan those five days staying home and going to the library to read storybooks(snort snort snort), i wouldnt be in this 'hard-to-shift-back' mode. back to the teevee, im enjoying every one last minute of it.
come up to meet you, tell you im sorry, tell you i set you apart.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:42:00 PM
more than enough; says:
hahah -whatever- ehhh you need to work tmr right?> i tell you something im going to east coast to cycle canoe and before that im playing tennis
more than enough; says:
happy working!
*tj~ Don't Fret if you are still single when you are old, for doing The Lord's work is still the Greatest gift. says:
i hope it rains heavily tomolo..
more than enough; says:
omg omg omg
*tj~ Don't Fret if you are still single when you are old, for doing The Lord's work is still the Greatest gift. says:
make sure got thunderstorm summore.that kinda tickled me/ Laugh-Out-Loud. what an ass if it really rains tmr i'll just slap him. watched initial d again today and bought my usual bahchormee. i like the day at home, waking up late and slacking. btw teaching on sunday was rather good, it really set worship into prespective, a new perspective and god speaks in ways that we will never expect! step by step im walking this with him holding my hand. :)) tmr tmr,no rain no rain. and i dont like how i feel im forced to do something. dont like it dont like that sort of pressure somehow. and lastly, i still refuse to do it, and perhaps things that used to matter alot will not seem to matter anymore.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:29:00 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
when you come back downim finally living the life of how a weekend should be. really liberated. well i dont care if its even for just a few days because everything beats having to FORCE myself to wake up early like nine with two alarms(one phone and one clock), falling asleep a zillion times staying home to study, sitting at that
stupid table and flattening my ass half the time, walking to and fro, watching teevee while feeling uber guilty/reading notes, for a few days. AHHHH thats just a few examples of liberation. and so the party started yesterday with the usuals down to town for good food and movie! the longest yard is hell funny and nelly is so cool la but i prefer him with the plaster on. :) let me tell you i woke up at ONE TODAY! ohmygawd its been a decade/century since i woke up so late la i felt
blissful if thats the word when i woke up so late today with NOBODY to wake me up :)) then it was retail therapy with the loser(she still has exams and she happily comes shopping with me),went for cell then sup sup sup suppperrrrrrrrrrrrrr with the bunch at coffeee club but the mudpie was not very yummy somehow. then then ezra sent me home again! thanks bro, really appreciate it. :) oh but i wonder why the purple light didnt blinked at me tonight. sadness. oh well lets just sit back and relax, it's the weekend.
ive got another confession my friend
im no fool
im getting tired of starting again
somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
i swear i'll never give in
i refuse.[ive known about you
for awhile now
when he leaves me, he wears a smile
now as soon as he's away from me
in your arms is where he wants to be.]
one ray of sunlight; x
1:50:00 AM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
goofing around.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:19:00 AM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
and so it is
just like you said it would be
life goes easy on me
most of the time
and so it is
the shorter story
no love, no glory
no hero in her skyi can't take my eyes off of you
i can't take my eyes off you
i can't take my eyes off of you
i can't take my eyes off you
i can't take my eyes off you
i can't take my eyes...
and so it is
just like you said it should be
we'll both forget the breeze
most of the time
and so it is
the colder water
the blower's daughter
the pupil in denial
i can't take my eyes off of you
i can't take my eyes off you
i can't take my eyes off of you
i can't take my eyes off you
i can't take my eyes off you
i can't take my eyes...
did i say that i loathe you?
did i say that i want to
leave it all behind?
:the blower's daughter- Damien Rice.[Up the stairs to the apartment
She is balled up on the couch
Her mom and dad went down to Charlotte
They're not home to find us out
And we drive
Now that I have found someone
I'm feeling more alone
Than I ever have before
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly]
[i dont care what people say
im running after you
i wont turn back and go their way
im running after you.]
[Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head]
[ a hundred days have made me older
since the last time that i saw your pretty face
a thousand lives have made me colder
and i dont think i can look at this the same]
[don’t want to stand here and shout Your praise
and walk away and forget Your Name
i’ll stand for you if it’s all i do
cause there is none that compare to You
cause all i want in this lifetime is You
And all i want in this whole world is you
tell the world that Jesus lives
tell the world that, tell the world that
tell the world that he died for them
tell the world that he lives again]
[until the world won't turn
'til the planets burn
until the sun dies I'll be there
until the heavens come
'til this life is done
until the world dies I'll be there
i can't see outside myself
how can i live for someone else
it's hard to say im sorry
it's hard to say forgive me
i can't believe you're here with me
into the future i can't see
it's hard to say forever
it's hard to say I'll never ever go]
just some of my favourite parts of songs that have been on replay these few days. :)
so many things happened in such a short span of time just now. questions were answered and a step forward to be taken.
one ray of sunlight; x
11:39:00 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
hands downahhhh i had a good day today! its been a long time since i had a
good day to be exact. chem emceeeque went past like a blur today. ONE HOUR FORTY QUESTIONS> ARE THEY MAD> IS EVERYONE MAD. so i just
happily sat there and circled like mad oh well but the frenzy was over in a jiffy and we headed down to courts to whack. it didnt get very shiok till i stroked with fishy but i think she didnt feel shiok playing with me! ahha. :) den it was down to down with fishy stef evan seng kenn and niq. far east chicken rice and red eye! ahha it was not scary la! not as scary as i pictured it to be. but its been a long time since i felt FREEE. which is also kinda bad because im acting like my prelims are over. but nononono they're not even HALF over. georgie,apa!? what you thinking. can go online the whole nighht tonight somemore. consoling myself that its just ONE NIGHT(nah i doubt it). tmr gonna be a karang guni wanna be again. off i go!
here without you baby.(song's on replay!)
one ray of sunlight; x
11:33:00 PM
