everybody needs a popsicle

Friday, February 28, 2003

haven written in a long long time.
guess there's nothing pretty much to write larr.
oh well. my meisie wants to read my blog..;)
yep.sch's fine.kinda nervous for Os larr looking at all e seniors.
so happy for chio bu mindy! distinction kayy that smart ass.
gosh i reallie need to study damn hard nuw man.nothing except studyin! hee.
todayy was damn farnie we made up different names S.H.e and S.H.T.I .
yep.sighh.life's kinda dry cux of the vicious cycle but thank god for all those freinds.;)
yay! tmrw gonna take picture with ejansie sure hope we'll win da contest man..
the phone is so so so nicey! yea..den got guitar lessons. hee. so farnie. guess the guitar's bigger den me larr righht wadever man!

.:have i.?or have i not.?.:

one ray of sunlight; x
11:44:00 PM

Saturday, February 08, 2003

heyy bloggy! just came back frm church yea.went visiting with my cell todayy not bad larr quite fun saw mandie's house damn huge kayy. ha. yea.den wenta sef and elissa's house den ate alot learnt howta make popiah! hee. yepyep.den went to church had cell quite fun larr den learn some stuff..yep. okayy yea din do any homework though! ohh but i din some yesterdayy yea. oh yest blogger was down so i'll write abt yest here too! went out with my best best freind rein.she still rawks after all these yrs den she wore my sch u! lol. she looks so cute den took a super ugly neoprint.saw a couple of ppl yeaa. ;)
kayy.gtg nuw laterss!

...*maybe I'm just not good enough for you
and maybe I just don't wanna be like you

and maybe I just don't wanna know
how low you're ready to go
Iim not gonna change
you can't make me

you don't mean anything to me[yea.rite]
you're what I never want to be

tell me does it feel good to be like you
tell me why should I waste my time with you

cuz maybe you always bring me down
im sick of being pushed around
im not gonna change
you can't make me

i know you think you know me
you don't know anything
i know you want to help me
i don't need anything
don't tell me where to go
i don't need you to know...*

one ray of sunlight; x
11:57:00 PM

Monday, February 03, 2003

-bloated-
gosh im so full! just came back from town.yea wenta eat dinner with ezra elissa samuel darren stef barney and birdsie at nydc's yum! the food rawks.i feel so fat nuw gotta lose em man...den we walked ard and 'relack in e corner' lol.stupid sam and birdsie..ahh im like wadever. hee. was quite okayy larr. had some fun.yea.ohh yarr i din knoe dere was a geog test okayy din even bring my book to study. freak larr. im so gonna fail. nvm from tmrw onwards.nothing but studying nothing...im goona concentrate. yep.not gonna let anything leave me in a mess again. yea. tmrw is gonna be a better dayy..
adios.

one ray of sunlight; x
10:04:00 PM

Sunday, February 02, 2003

.thesilencecanbesodeafening.`

one ray of sunlight; x
9:38:00 PM

Saturday, February 01, 2003

*[still think abt you]`

if you love me
look into my eyes and say you do
ive been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
baby all that we've been through
im still in love with you
and I want you to know I do, I do

still think about you
still dream about you
still want you
and need you by my side
im still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
your still the one.

one ray of sunlight; x
9:33:00 PM

one ray of sunlight; x
12:32:00 AM

just came back frm reunion dinner. fun! we ate alot gambled a lil. so cool me and nick won the most money very little but okayy larr.
yea.hmm ponned sch today. yay. den wenta kellock to meet denyse jasmine and jinyee. it was quite good seeing them all over again yea.den we lalaed ard the sch. and den wenta town to take neoprint! this time it wasnt as violent as the last ha. thank god. den met mindy went to buy my skirt yay finally den wenta seoul garden to meet some of my class ppl. yay 4/10 rawks. ate alot alot. me and mindy ate lotsof squids yuM! yea. omg i heard fireworks! gosh its so beautiful esp nuw in the night..sigh.it nice but duno why kinda makes me sad. :(
hrm. today all of us were kinda sad larr win su mel me..duno abt tellesie. but yea. den we sat at heerens and cont abt the sweets weet stuff thingy! cool. makes you feel sweet all over again. oh yarr su ure so lucky! someone act. gave you a rose...haha. kayy.lucky girl cheer up kayy.you too mel and win! don dwell on stuff too much yarr.?
;) shopped a lil todayy. was kinda fun larr today. ohh yarr duno why keep seeing this yida and his mgs gf. im like wadever. keep giving us smug looks. hmm duno oh yarr they are so haha always carry tennis racket ard. righht win.? lol.
anyhow. laters blog happy new yr! more money !!!!

every day reminisce with the past
of a love that we thought would last.
how we used to be when it was you and me.
how did it all disappear so fast.
there are days that I can't forget
there are things that I now regret.
i was there for you when you were there for me, and I was thinkin' we were set.
every night when I'm laying in my bed
i hear your voice going round in my head, think of all the things
i could have done and all those things I could have said.
i really will make it up to you
i know now what I've got to do,
it took time but now I've realised how much I'm missing you.

sweet song yarr.? omg if a guy sings that to me i'll be like crying like siao. ;)
blahh. happy new yr.

one ray of sunlight; x
12:24:00 AM